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Filthy Desire (Onyx Club Series Book 1) Kindle Edition

4.4 out of 5 stars 298 ratings

My name is Matthew Weston. Don't call me anything else, because I won't respond. And if you think you can get away with whimpering ‘Matt’ while I have you tied to the bed, about to devour you, it'll end up being your loss.
Men like me don't talk about feelings. We just don't.
What men like me do is pound. I pound the asphalt with my running shoes on morning runs. I pound a punching bag in the gym until my knuckles bleed. And when I need a release, I find a beautiful woman sprawled out on her bed, eagerly waiting for my cock, and pound her into oblivion. Yeah, that's me. I don't have feelings, and I don't do love.
At least I didn't, until the night Ella walked into my office looking like a disgusting junkie to interview for a position for The Onyx Club.
She was like no one I'd ever met before. She was timid, reserved, and quite plain with her mousy brown hair and dirty clothes. Ella also had a dark and haunted gleam in her eye. A secret, a past she was desperate to conceal.
And when she called me ‘Matt’ it didn't seem to bother me.
She came into my life and turned it upside down. The only question is, can I screw her out of my system, or will my filthy desire for her keep her by my side?
*This is a stand alone novel*

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It is the best debut author work I have read. - Texan SirenThis is Sebastian EX's debut novel and Holy Sh*t...this book was fantastic. I absolutely loved it.- Beantown Book PageAmazingly written! - Book Boyfriend HangoverThis is possibly one of the best books I have read in a long time. - Page Turners Book BlogSebastian had a way of telling a story that had me captivated and I could not put it down. - Kristi Lyn

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B00U6GJV3K
  • Accessibility ‏ : ‎ Learn more
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ March 1, 2015
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2.5 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 225 pages
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0992562199
  • Page Flip ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.4 out of 5 stars 298 ratings

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Sebastian Ex
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Sebastian Ex is a native of Sydney, Australia, having grown up in a tight-knit family mostly surrounded by women.

A serial lover of the sheer beauty which is every woman, Sebastian was encouraged to pen his words when a lady friend of his compared some paragraphs from contemporary erotic novelists to his scorching, hot sexts. Now, Sebastian has released the first two books in the Onyx Club Series and is in the process of releasing the third book called Carnal Desire. Sebastian writes full-time, as he aims to bring characters to life who are both real and identifiable.

Both books in the Onyx Club Series have made Amazon top 100 list in erotic romance. Filthy Desire and Dangerous Desire are available now. Meet Matthew Weston from Filthy Desire and Brandon Edwards from Dangerous Desire and enjoy their stories. Get ready to meet Master Nathan Stone in Carnal Desire.

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Customers find this book to be a brilliant debut novel with well-placed BDSM scenes and a fast-paced storyline. The writing is fantastically executed, and customers appreciate the character development, with one noting how readers feel all the characters' emotions. They describe it as a heart-wrenching, scorching hot read that's strong-willed.

30 customers mention "Readability"30 positive0 negative

Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as a brilliant debut novel and the best book of 2015, with one customer mentioning they finished it in one sitting.

"...this book, the intensity, the complexity of this book will shock and amaze, suspense, romance, love, it has everything...." Read more

"...It teaches the reader much more. 4 stars for a job well done. I can't wait to continue with the series." Read more

"...It's Fantastically written, Has an Awesome storyline and is Just Plain Great...." Read more

"...This was truly a fantastic read for me and I'll be rereading it again...." Read more

24 customers mention "Sex scenes"24 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the sex scenes in the book, describing them as hot and erotic, with well-placed BDSM elements.

"...the complexity of this book will shock and amaze, suspense, romance, love, it has everything. It is the best debut author work I have read...." Read more

"...Below the surface of steamy and rough sex, raw dominance and sexuality, you get the story of a love so strong it seems wrong in all the right ways...." Read more

"...If you looking for some drama, some really hot sex scenes and just a really good storyline this book is for you...." Read more

"...There's also well placed BDSM scenes and elements without them overtaking the novel...." Read more

21 customers mention "Storyline"21 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the storyline of the book, finding it suspenseful and fast-paced, with one customer particularly appreciating the narrative about overcoming life's obstacles.

"...It is also a story about overcoming great obstacles in life and rising to the challenges. The characters are complex and add much to the novel...." Read more

"...in certain people and the kindness that lives in others, this novel is so much more. It teaches the reader much more...." Read more

"...It's Fantastically written, Has an Awesome storyline and is Just Plain Great...." Read more

"...looking for some drama, some really hot sex scenes and just a really good storyline this book is for you...." Read more

16 customers mention "Writing quality"16 positive0 negative

Customers praise the writing quality of the book, with one customer noting how the story flows effortlessly, while another describes it as seriously steamy.

"...I loved the writing; it was smooth with an even flow and no lagging or dragging of the storyline. I loved the characters...." Read more

"...but Filthy Desire is so well written that the reader feels all of the characters emotions not just the..." Read more

"...I was so surprised how good it was and also well written as well. This is the story of Matthew aka Matt Weston and Ella...." Read more

"...He has some wicked mad genius writing skills. I love that he took a subject that is not often talked about and turned it into perfection...." Read more

11 customers mention "Character development"11 positive0 negative

Customers appreciate the character development in the book, with one noting how the reader feels all of the characters' emotions, and another highlighting how the male character's sensitivity to women defines his personality.

"...Ella is a delightful character, she grows so much in this story, her strength of will and character is simply amazing...." Read more

"...I loved the characters. The story is told in Matthew's POV, so it's all raw man honesty...." Read more

"...but Filthy Desire is so well written that the reader feels all of the characters emotions not just the sexual exploits...." Read more

"...This was one seriously steamy novel with complex characters, bad situations and twists & turns that you just can't believe are happening!..." Read more

9 customers mention "Heartbreaking"9 positive0 negative

Customers find the book heartbreaking, with one customer describing it as a tender journey that draws readers in from the start.

"...and rough sex, raw dominance and sexuality, you get the story of a love so strong it seems wrong in all the right ways...." Read more

"...reader will be drawn in from the start and taken on a wild and yet tender journey as Ella and Matthew's story is told...." Read more

"...There's the unveiling of Ella's past which brings in elements of emotion, tugs at your heart and makes you gasp in shock...." Read more

"...This is one super burn the pages hot read, it will draw you in from the start, and you won't be able to put it down." Read more

7 customers mention "Heat level"7 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the heat level of the book, describing it as hot as hell and a scorching hot read.

"...both erotic and explosive, there are BDSM elements present, heat level is scorching hot...." Read more

"...This is a super sexy, scorching hot read, told from Matthew’s POV, which had me reading enthusiastically until about half the book...." Read more

"...This is one super burn the pages hot read, it will draw you in from the start, and you won't be able to put it down." Read more

"...This story line is one that I enjoyed very much, It is hot as hell but also has a bit of mystery which I am very into...." Read more

4 customers mention "Strength"4 positive0 negative

Customers appreciate the strength of the characters in the book, describing them as strong-willed.

"...is a delightful character, she grows so much in this story, her strength of will and character is simply amazing...." Read more

"...Ella's is one of the strongest submissive I've ever seen and although Matthew is a bit more aggressive than I'm used to for a Dom...." Read more

"Wow - what an amazing debut from this author! Full of love, strength, tenderness, angst, thrills, titillation and hot, hot sex - what DOESN'T this..." Read more

"...Matthew is a strong domineering man but does not come across as overbearing. His sensitivity to woman defines his character...." Read more

Top reviews from the United States

  • Reviewed in the United States on March 3, 2015
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    This story is about two people who meet and fall in love. The journey they take together is not always an easy one, but the best things in life often come with a bumpy road. It is also a story about overcoming great obstacles in life and rising to the challenges. The characters are complex and add much to the novel. Matthew a self assured man who meets a woman who is very different than the women he is usually attracted to, but finds himself unable to turn away.He is arrogant, strong-willed and has a unique sense of justice not often found in men today.There is growth in this story for both the main characters. Ella is a delightful character, she grows so much in this story, her strength of will and character is simply amazing. The trials she has suffered are not easy to read at times, but integral to this story. Wil she and Matthew find their happily ever after? You are going to have to read this beautiful tale to find the answer to that question. The sex in this book is both erotic and explosive, there are BDSM elements present, heat level is scorching hot. I loved this book, the intensity, the complexity of this book will shock and amaze, suspense, romance, love, it has everything. It is the best debut author work I have read.This will be one you remember for a very long time. By the way, I have read it twice already. Enjoy!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on October 26, 2016
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    I'm a sucker for the "damsel in distress" themed novels so that's what initially got me interest in this one. What I wasn't expecting was how big of a role BDSM plays throughout the story but what I really really wasn't expecting was how much I enjoyed reading it.

    As someone who doesn't have a submissive bone in her body, it's hard for me to connect to novels that involve BDSM. I just honestly don't understand the need to allow a person to have sexual control over you in that way. But if you like it, I love it and all that, it's just not my cup of tea ... but this novel ... this novel was all kinds of BDSM to the extreme and I loved it.

    I loved the writing; it was smooth with an even flow and no lagging or dragging of the storyline. I loved the characters. The story is told in Matthew's POV, so it's all raw man honesty. He's controlling, mean, dominant and abrasive but with Ella he was all those things topped with sweetness. I loved how his character stayed the same in personality even as he was falling in love with her. He was a dominant through and through and he taught Ella to be his perfect submissive while in the same sense teaching her to love herself and learning to love her as well. The author was able to create and sustain his characters personality through many complex stages. That's character development at its finest.

    What I enjoyed most about this novel was the actual story. Ella was running from a devastating past and she just happened to come across a devastating man that had to power to break her 10x worst. I loved reading about her journey to self discovery and self love. Below the surface of steamy and rough sex, raw dominance and sexuality, you get the story of a love so strong it seems wrong in all the right ways. Even with the honest look into a BDSM lifestyle, the evilness that lives in certain people and the kindness that lives in others, this novel is so much more. It teaches the reader much more.

    4 stars for a job well done. I can't wait to continue with the series.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on June 16, 2015
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    I'll start by saying I kept hearing about a great new author by the name of Sebastian Ex and his book, Filthy Desire as well as being told it was a must read. After reading it, I will say I was very surprised this was an author's first book. It's Fantastically written, Has an Awesome storyline and is Just Plain Great. Once I started reading it and couldn't put it down and I couldn't agree more, it's 100% a MUST READ!

    Matthew & Brandon (best friends since High School) own "The Onyx Club" a high class Burlesque club in a rough part of town. Ella walks in, looking like something the cat drug in, needing a job. Matthew knows she not dancer material yet he just can't seem to turn her away. Matthew senses she is in some type of trouble and the "Dom" in him just wants to protect and help her and of course, get her in his bed!

    The book is very Erotic and Sexually Explicit (Matthew and Brandon are both into the BDSM lifestyle), but Filthy Desire is so well written that the reader feels all of the characters emotions not just the sexual exploits. The joy, the pain, the fear and the love - it's all there. The reader will be drawn in from the start and taken on a wild and yet tender journey as Ella and Matthew's story is told. I give this book a very hearty 2 THUMBS UP!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2015
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    This is the first book by Author Sebastian Ex and I was excited to read due to the awesome feedback I was getting in different groups.
    I was so surprised how good it was and also well written as well.

    This is the story of Matthew aka Matt Weston and Ella. In the beginning Matthew was kind of a jerk to Ella, but once we truly got to them together, I could tell he had a heart of gold. Ella was woman who hasn't had it easy in her life, but was trying to make the best of her situation she was given. I loved the interaction between Matt and Ella that, I was laughing at times. Also Ella past situation was very difficult to hear about cause,I could relate to her situation. This was truly a fantastic read for me and I'll be rereading it again. If you looking for some drama, some really hot sex scenes and just a really good storyline this book is for you.

    I can't wait to see what Sebastian Ex has next. Sebastian is a new author and I'll be buying more books by him in the future. If your debating on if you should 1-click this book do it. I promise you'll love it as much as I did.
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  • Ann B
    5.0 out of 5 stars Five Stars
    Reviewed in Australia on December 21, 2016
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  • Doubledoodles
    5.0 out of 5 stars Wow, bdsm with a great back story
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 30, 2015
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    Loved this, great story, Ellas' journey, Matthews charisma, the trips into the lifestyle, the good and the bad. Well written (first time author) sexy, intriguing, love story, most will judge by fifty shades, little harder, edgier, good story, try it, recommended for those who like EL James, Sylvia Day, and the like, and the twist, is its from a male author, from both sides of the story, congratulations Sebastian you nailed it!
  • Helen
    5.0 out of 5 stars A must Read!
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 4, 2015
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    Where do I start if I'm honest I didn't really know what to expect as this was Sebastian Ex first novel. This book blew me away! As a blogger I read a lot this was one of the hottest books I have read in a long time. From the first page I was drawn in and fell in love with the characters. The sex scenes are scorching hot between Mathew & Ella but there is so much more to this book than the sex the story grips you right from the beginning Mathew's arrogant alpha ways how he deals with situations with Ella are so well written they keep You turning the page.
    Mathew ( NOT... Mat he would kick you out of bed for calling him that!) is a arrogant cocky club owner and a true Dom! ( who by the way I'm now in love with and is my no 1 book boyfriend lol) falls in love with Ella a girl with a terrible past who is down on her luck when she applies for a job at Mathews club and he gives her a chance. I loved Ella to with her sass and taking no crap of Mathew this is their story how they overcome the ups and down and helps her get over of her past I could not put this book down and can not wait for more from this Author....
  • Tracy Service
    5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 21, 2015
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    This book is written with thought and passion. It touches on the darker side of human nature and pushes past the boundaries of what is acceptable and what is not. It is sexy and provocative and sends the mind on a journey of the imagination. I have read it twice and I dont like it.....I love it. Well done!
  • Carien
    3.0 out of 5 stars Not really all that filthy
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 6, 2015
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    BDSM, Doms and Subs, and one sided controlling is not really my thing, and by the time it came to this, I really wanted to know if it ended the way I suspected it would. So, I read it to the end.
    The title is misleading and does not do the caring relationship justice. I can see how the lifestyle saved Ella and how it was, ultimately, what she needed.
    The last few chapters confirmed most of my suspicions but the ending was totally unexpected.

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