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Necessary Sins (Lazare Family Saga Book 1) Kindle Edition
In 19th-century Charleston, a Catholic priest grapples with his secret African ancestry and his love for a slaveholder’s wife.
Joseph Lazare grows up believing his black hair and olive skin come from a Spanish grandmother, and he’s shocked to learn she was an enslaved African. At thirteen, Joseph allows racial prejudice to limit his future and chooses the seminary. At twenty-three, he is ordained “a priest forever.”
But when he meets Tessa Conley, a devout Irish immigrant who shares his passions for music and botany, Joseph’s ordered world cracks at its foundation. He must conceal his true feelings as Tessa marries another man—a plantation owner who treats her like property.
Acting on their love could ruin Joseph and Tessa in this world and damn them in the next. Can two wounded people heal each other and find Heaven on Earth—or will there be Hell to pay?
Necessary Sins is the first book in the epic Lazare Family Saga quartet. If you like character-rich dramas, vivid period detail, and heart-wrenching choices, then you’ll be swept away by this page-turning series, perfect for fans of The Thorn Birds and Outlander.
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- Publication dateAugust 7, 2019
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"From the ashes of rebellion to heart-rending forbidden love, Necessary Sins is a work of art. Bell's voice is a refreshing addition to the genre, and the breadth of her research is impressive. A strong start to a promising series." - Jessica Cale, bestselling author of Tyburn
"A taut, compelling family drama with a fresh and intriguing setting. Necessary Sins will be a welcome read for fans of historical fiction." - Olivia Hawker, internationally bestselling author of The Ragged Edge of Night
"This is an exceptionally well-written and well-researched book, the kind that surely took decades to weave together. And the reader is the beneficiary. ... The author makes one feel as if they have been transported in a time machine..." - Camille Di Maio, bestselling author of The Beautiful Strangers
"A gripping family saga with complex characters, Necessary Sins is lushly detailed and beautifully written. I look forward to following the fortunes of this antebellum family in future volumes." - Susan Higginbotham, author of The First Lady and the Rebel
"Elizabeth Bell is one of the most promising new voices in historical fiction." - Nicole Evelina, USA Today bestselling author of The Guinevere's Tale Trilogy
"In this carefully researched historical novel Bell examines the way race, religion and class weave a web that Joseph Lazare may never escape. A thoughtful, vividly imagined and engrossing historical novel, highly recommended." - Sara Donati, internationally bestselling author of The Gilded Hour
◆ Finalist in the Foreword Indies Book of the Year Awards ◆ Finalist for the James Jones First Novel Fellowship ◆ Second Place in the Maggie Awards for Excellence in the category Novel with Strong Romantic Elements
"Necessary Sins is a rare breed of book, invoking family epics of the past such as The Thorn Birds... [Elizabeth Bell] renders a vivid world that truly feels like stepping back in time. ... Extremely highly recommended." - Historical Novels Review
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I read every novel about priests I could get my hands on, but none of them answered my questions--especially the last one. The stories all started after the man's ordination. In my quest to understand a priest's inner life, I all but sent myself to seminary. Over a period of ten years, I studied theology texts, memoirs by priests and ex-priests, and interviews with them and their lovers. I visited Catholic sites across the Eastern seaboard and attended Mass in Latin.
I found answers that led to more questions, and I found a niche for my own fictional priest, Joseph Lazare, at the intersection of race and religion in the slaveholding South. I wanted to explore how the Church could recognize that enslaved people had souls worth saving, how the Church could even ordain men of color, and yet remain complicit in slavery.
Joseph's father was born a slave in the French sugar colony of Saint-Domingue shortly before it became Haiti, and the family is "passing" as white. Race will complicate Joseph's relationship with his Meggie, an Irish immigrant named Tessa. Unlike Meggie, Tessa is devout. I wanted to raise the stakes--I wanted both potential partners to be conflicted about their "unholy" need for each other and fearful of the consequences. The tension between the spirit and the flesh is a delicious playground for a writer.
Throughout my saga, the stranger something is, the more likely it is to be grounded in fact. That's also true for the title of Book One, NECESSARY SINS. This comes from the writings of the 14th-century anchoress and mystic Julian of Norwich. Joseph discovers her Revelations of Divine Love just before the novel's climax. "Sin is necessary," Julian asserts, "but all shall be well." It takes a saga to unpack a sentence like that.
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- ASIN : B07T4Z3SMP
- Publisher : Claire-Voie Books
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- Publication date : August 7, 2019
- Language : English
- File size : 3.9 MB
- Simultaneous device usage : Unlimited
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 492 pages
- ISBN-13 : 978-1733167628
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Book 1 of 4 : Lazare Family Saga
- Best Sellers Rank: #44,553 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #13 in Historical French Fiction
- #123 in Historical European Fiction
- #207 in U.S. Historical Fiction
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About the author

Elizabeth Bell has been writing stories since the second grade. At the age of fourteen, she chose a pen name and vowed to become a published author.
That same year, Elizabeth began The Lazare Family Saga. New generations and forgotten corners of history kept demanding attention, and the saga became four epic novels. After three decades of research and revision, Elizabeth decided she’d done them justice.
The first book of The Lazare Family Saga, Necessary Sins, was a Finalist in the Foreword Indies Book of the Year Awards. The second and third books, Lost Saints and Native Stranger, were Editors’ Choices in the Historical Novels Review.
Upon earning her MFA in Creative Writing, Elizabeth realized she would have to return her two hundred library books. Instead, she cleverly found a job in the university library, where she works to this day.
Elizabeth loves chatting with fellow readers, writers, and history buffs. Visit her at elizabethbellauthor.com
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Customers praise the book's historical accuracy, with one noting its authentic portrayal of life in the 1800s, and find it an engaging and fascinating novel with beautifully-perfected prose. The book tugs on the heart with many emotions and features well-developed characters, while one customer describes it as an epic beginning to the series. The writing quality receives positive feedback, though some customers find it sad at times.
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Customers appreciate the historical accuracy of the book, finding it rich in history and making them want to read more historical fiction, with one customer noting its authentic portrayal of life in the 1800s.
"...This is a well-researched, authentic portrayal of life in the 1800s; the injustices of slavery, and the fragility of human life...." Read more
"...Thanks to Elizabeth Bell for writing a great story, to Dallin Bradford for the wonderful narration, to Books Go Social Audio for publishing it and..." Read more
"...Necessary Sins was eloquent and touching, but I felt trammelled by so many heartbreaking losses—and yet, I suppose perhaps that is part of how she..." Read more
"...Joseph is blessed (for the most part, anyway) with a lively family, each member vividly drawn and interesting in his or her own way...." Read more
Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as an epic and fascinating novel, with one customer noting its multi-themed approach.
"...Necessary Sins is a well written, engaging, and multi-themed novel...." Read more
"...There is also joy and love and charm, and Ms. Bell does a wonderful job of capturing these emotions...." Read more
"...times is off to a great start with this richly-developed tale of faith, love, prejudice, and the strength of family...." Read more
"...Elizabeth Bell has written a vivid, immersive novel I could not put down...." Read more
Customers praise the writing quality of the book, noting its beautifully-perfected prose and vivid details.
"...long and covers over four decades of time, the plot line is smooth, clear and well-paced...." Read more
"...I loved how beautifully written were the passages for the masses and how descriptive of the catholic faith in this era...." Read more
"...installment of Elizabeth Bell’s Lazare Family Saga is a beautifully-written story for those who enjoy exploring the complexities of being human—the..." Read more
"...They are thought-provoking, and they add a level of subtlety as they take us from the particulars of Joseph’s story to more general observations..." Read more
Customers appreciate the book's compassionate approach, noting how it tugs on the heart with many emotions, and one customer highlights its richly-developed tale of faith.
"...Necessary Sins is a story of love, faith, secrets, betrayal, racial divides, and epic loss...." Read more
"...is also joy and love and charm, and Ms. Bell does a wonderful job of capturing these emotions...." Read more
"...reader, but Bell humanizes him by bringing out the idealism and warmth of his faith, as well as showing us his love for music and his devotion to..." Read more
"...the journey is thoroughly explained detailing his love of God, compassion, fears and prejudices...." Read more
Customers appreciate the character development in the book, describing it as character-rich, with one customer noting the very honest portrayal.
"...Necessary Sins provides an abundance of multidimensional characters – each of them trekking through their own arduous path, enduring unthinkable..." Read more
"...Tessa, the object of Joseph’s obsession, is a remarkable woman, as bright and warm as she is lovely...." Read more
"...to understand nor feel the truth of the era, it comes off as a very honest portrayal...." Read more
"...The setting is as well-imagined as the characters, and I felt captivated by the time and place...." Read more
Customers appreciate the pacing of the book, with one customer noting that the pages go by quickly and another mentioning it's a great start for the series.
"...covers over four decades of time, the plot line is smooth, clear and well-paced...." Read more
"...Tough getting into it, although I love the timeframe." Read more
"...Necessary Sins is a door-stopper of a book but the pages go by quickly as the author keeps the reader entranced in the story...." Read more
"Necessary Sins is the first in a series, and it's an epic beginning, involving love, passion (not just the romantic type), family, race, and politics..." Read more
Customers find the book sad, with one mentioning it is very depressing, while another notes it is filled with heartbreaking losses.
"...Necessary Sins was eloquent and touching, but I felt trammelled by so many heartbreaking losses—and yet, I suppose perhaps that is part of how she..." Read more
"...It is very sad at times. Although I did not want to understand nor feel the truth of the era, it comes off as a very honest portrayal...." Read more
"Did I enjoy this book? No. I'm angry, depressed, and sorry I wasted my time and money on this wearisome imitation of The Thorn Birds...." Read more
"...This book was very depressing. And really long, considering how much I hated it, and hated Joseph...." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on August 4, 2021Necessary Sins is a multi-generational family saga spanning from 1789 to 1843. Readers travel through a variety of settings, some of which include Saint Domingue (now Haiti), Paris, Rome, and Antebellum South prior to the Civil War. At the center of the novel is Joseph Lazare – a young, devout Catholic priest facing a family secret, and wrestling with forbidden love.
As a child, Joseph was told that his darker complexion came from his paternal grandmother, who was Spanish. Quite by accident, he later discovers that his grandmother was actually an African slave in Saint Domingue, and his father had been stolen from her during the slave revolt and brought to America. Joseph spends years coming to terms with the truth about his family and biracial heritage. He later confronts another crisis when he finds himself falling in love with Tessa – a young, married, Irish immigrant. Torn between his staunch commitment to God, the demands of the church and his feelings for Tessa, Joseph must wrestle with an inner battle that tests everything he thought he knew about himself and his faith.
Necessary Sins is a well written, engaging, and multi-themed novel. Despite the fact that it’s almost 500 pages long and covers over four decades of time, the plot line is smooth, clear and well-paced. Necessary Sins is a story of love, faith, secrets, betrayal, racial divides, and epic loss. It explores the toxic power of family secrets, and the resulting devastation they have on generations to come. This is a well-researched, authentic portrayal of life in the 1800s; the injustices of slavery, and the fragility of human life. Necessary Sins provides an abundance of multidimensional characters – each of them trekking through their own arduous path, enduring unthinkable tragedies and heartbreak along the way. Bell did a magnificent job of demonstrating how the unrealistic demands of the Catholic priesthood collide with the basic human need for connection. She presents Joseph’s desires and subsequent self loathing. Every “unpure” thought is met with shame, guilt and torturous self-punishments in the name of religion. Starting in childhood, Joseph was determined to sacrifice everything for the priesthood, including his freedom. He entered seminary at age thirteen. While there, his mail was opened and reviewed before it was given to him. He was completely isolated from his family. He was taught that his sole purpose in life was to serve God and the church, and nothing more. Joseph learned that pleasure of any kind, sexual or otherwise, is a sin. One must question if this training was perhaps more about a brainwashing agenda than it was about God. When describing a conversation between Joseph and another priest about their vocation, Bell writes, “It has…..puffed itself up with rules that have little to do with God and everything to do with control. That’s what celibacy is about. The Church tries to terrify us into submission; it claims we endanger our ministry and forfeit our souls if we fulfill the needs God himself has implanted.” Bell’s account of Joseph’s struggles with celibacy are honest, open, and appropriately detailed.
I devoured Elizabeth Bell’s first book in the Lazare Family Saga. Moving and thought provoking, Necessary Sins tackles complex life issues. This novel illustrates that no matter how hard we aspire to perfection, the truth is we are all just human beings struggling to navigate our complex world. We are all fighting inner battles. We are all flawed. And the most damaging lies are the ones we tell ourselves.
I look forward to Bell’s second book in the series, Lost Saints.
“The true priest immolates himself on the alter of duty…His whole life is a perpetual sacrifice.” – James Cardinal Gibbons, The Ambassador of Christ (1896), as quoted by Elizabeth Bell, Necessary Sins
5.0 out of 5 starsNecessary Sins is a multi-generational family saga spanning from 1789 to 1843. Readers travel through a variety of settings, some of which include Saint Domingue (now Haiti), Paris, Rome, and Antebellum South prior to the Civil War. At the center of the novel is Joseph Lazare – a young, devout Catholic priest facing a family secret, and wrestling with forbidden love.Moving, thought-provoking novel
Reviewed in the United States on August 4, 2021
As a child, Joseph was told that his darker complexion came from his paternal grandmother, who was Spanish. Quite by accident, he later discovers that his grandmother was actually an African slave in Saint Domingue, and his father had been stolen from her during the slave revolt and brought to America. Joseph spends years coming to terms with the truth about his family and biracial heritage. He later confronts another crisis when he finds himself falling in love with Tessa – a young, married, Irish immigrant. Torn between his staunch commitment to God, the demands of the church and his feelings for Tessa, Joseph must wrestle with an inner battle that tests everything he thought he knew about himself and his faith.
Necessary Sins is a well written, engaging, and multi-themed novel. Despite the fact that it’s almost 500 pages long and covers over four decades of time, the plot line is smooth, clear and well-paced. Necessary Sins is a story of love, faith, secrets, betrayal, racial divides, and epic loss. It explores the toxic power of family secrets, and the resulting devastation they have on generations to come. This is a well-researched, authentic portrayal of life in the 1800s; the injustices of slavery, and the fragility of human life. Necessary Sins provides an abundance of multidimensional characters – each of them trekking through their own arduous path, enduring unthinkable tragedies and heartbreak along the way. Bell did a magnificent job of demonstrating how the unrealistic demands of the Catholic priesthood collide with the basic human need for connection. She presents Joseph’s desires and subsequent self loathing. Every “unpure” thought is met with shame, guilt and torturous self-punishments in the name of religion. Starting in childhood, Joseph was determined to sacrifice everything for the priesthood, including his freedom. He entered seminary at age thirteen. While there, his mail was opened and reviewed before it was given to him. He was completely isolated from his family. He was taught that his sole purpose in life was to serve God and the church, and nothing more. Joseph learned that pleasure of any kind, sexual or otherwise, is a sin. One must question if this training was perhaps more about a brainwashing agenda than it was about God. When describing a conversation between Joseph and another priest about their vocation, Bell writes, “It has…..puffed itself up with rules that have little to do with God and everything to do with control. That’s what celibacy is about. The Church tries to terrify us into submission; it claims we endanger our ministry and forfeit our souls if we fulfill the needs God himself has implanted.” Bell’s account of Joseph’s struggles with celibacy are honest, open, and appropriately detailed.
I devoured Elizabeth Bell’s first book in the Lazare Family Saga. Moving and thought provoking, Necessary Sins tackles complex life issues. This novel illustrates that no matter how hard we aspire to perfection, the truth is we are all just human beings struggling to navigate our complex world. We are all fighting inner battles. We are all flawed. And the most damaging lies are the ones we tell ourselves.
I look forward to Bell’s second book in the series, Lost Saints.
“The true priest immolates himself on the alter of duty…His whole life is a perpetual sacrifice.” – James Cardinal Gibbons, The Ambassador of Christ (1896), as quoted by Elizabeth Bell, Necessary Sins
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- Reviewed in the United States on October 17, 2022This is a southern saga of the Lazare family which takes place in the 1800's in South Carolina. It is the story of a family secret that different members of the family deal with in a different way. The son Joseph Lazare hides behind the priesthood becoming a priest at age twenty three.
When he meets the beautiful Irish immigrant Tessa Conley he fights against his attraction to her as it is unholy with him being a priest. Then she marries a wealthy man and becomes only his possession. Joseph and Tessa both fight an attraction that could ruin both of them.
This story is rich in history and detailed in the dress and manners of the time period. I loved how descriptive the buildings are and the ways of the people how they thought, lived and loved. It was interesting how differently Joseph thought when he learned his families secret than what he thought before.
I loved how beautifully written were the passages for the masses and how descriptive of the catholic faith in this era.
I listened to the audio book and the narrator was nothing short of fantastic. He recited the masses in good order and with a beautiful voice. It was easy to listen to and very easy to understand.
This was a great story describing the people, the places and the historical aspects of this time period. I totally enjoyed listening to this audio book.
Thanks to Elizabeth Bell for writing a great story, to Dallin Bradford for the wonderful narration, to Books Go Social Audio for publishing it and to NetGalley for allowing me to listen to and review this story.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 16, 2021The first installment of Elizabeth Bell’s Lazare Family Saga is a beautifully-written story for those who enjoy exploring the complexities of being human—the conflicting emotions and values, the anguish, and sometimes the sheer brutality. There is also joy and love and charm, and Ms. Bell does a wonderful job of capturing these emotions. I appreciated that this 19th-century Charlestonian tale began in Saint Domingue (later Haiti), as Charleston’s roots do extend back to the sugar plantations of Barbados and the West Indies. For all that I was born in Charleston and went to college there, that part of the area’s history has always seemed vague and elusive to me, but Ms. Bell brought it to stark, vivid life.
The main protagonist of the overall story is Joseph, who is drawn to the priesthood, but he doesn’t even enter the story for some time. This saga is very much about the Lazare Family’s several generations, even within this first novel.
Joseph is a devout young man who struggles to cope with overpowering feelings of lust. Following this journey for hundreds of pages should make anyone sympathetic to Catholic priests who have to adhere to the absolute requirement of chastity, of not being able to marry those that they fall in love with—and being human, this will happen from time to time, at least for many of them. The situation grows far worse and more ‘sinful’ in large part due to those very strictures—and the reader is so weary of his struggles by the end of the novel that it’s hard to really condemn him. I think that was exactly the author’s mission—to make us sympathetic to this particular plight of devout young men who must pledge to remain chaste forever in order to join the priesthood. I hope they don’t all struggle so much, but Ms. Bell quoted so much Catholic instruction on this very topic that one is left fairly convinced that Joseph is far from alone in his condition.
It’s my belief that one of the primary benefits to readers of reading fiction is to develop empathy, and Ms. Bell has created an entirely different situation for me to empathize with than I’ve ever encountered in any novel thus far—and she does it thoroughly, unstintingly. For that and the impeccable research and the beautifully-perfected prose, I applaud the author.
Again, however, much of the story is sad. I was overwhelmed at times by the sheer number of deaths, and I’ve never agreed with that prevalent practice of depicting life as generally brutal-and-short for all historical times up until nearly the present. For some people, sure. For some times, of course. Ms. Bell zones in on those people and those times, though she also shows the joy in their lives. Necessary Sins was eloquent and touching, but I felt trammelled by so many heartbreaking losses—and yet, I suppose perhaps that is part of how she wore us down to think, “Goodness, is it really THAT important for him to stay chaste?” In the midst of so much sadness, is carnal love really such a terrible sin? Isn’t there a beauty and a comfort in it, oftentimes? I didn’t leave the book with any firm answers as to their potential ‘sins’, but I do have more empathy now than I did for Catholic priests that way, if only because I’d never given it very much thought. Perhaps chastity could still be held sacred without making it an absolute requirement for them? Ms. Bell doesn’t really address this situation for monks and nuns, but one can’t help but extrapolate to them—maybe there could be a different order or cloister that they could transition to if they find the requirement too difficult, one for married monks and nuns? As Ms. Bell says in the author’s note about another matter, she was trying to depict historically-accurate situations, not ideal ones. She leaves the conclusions up to us.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 5, 2024Too many characters, bounces around too much from place to place, character to character. Tough getting into it, although I love the timeframe.
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- Susie MurphyReviewed in the United Kingdom on August 7, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars Thoroughly enjoyed this book!
Necessary Sins by Elizabeth Bell is exactly my kind of book: historical fiction set in my favourite time period (19th century), a forbidden love story, and the beginning of a family saga which I will be able to savour across several volumes in the series. I’m delighted to say that I thoroughly enjoyed it from start to finish.
This book is so well researched. While the breadth of Bell’s research is clearly evident, she inserts the historical details into the narrative with thoughtful restraint so that it never feels like the research gets in the way of the story. Given the time period and location (1800s, South Carolina), she has to deal with difficult topics such as slavery and racism but she does so with delicacy and always with a commitment to portraying the reality of that time and setting without imposing 21st century ideologies.
Bell has created an assembly of memorable characters who are all the more authentic because of their flaws. I was particularly fond of the character of René and I became wholly invested in the love story between Joseph and Tessa.
At the end of Necessary Sins I was left wanting more and I look forward to reading the next volume in the Lazare Family Saga!