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the boy who loved Wicked Kindle Edition
“The madness of love is the greatest of heaven’s blessings.” ~Plato
Day 1 of senior year at Denwin High was not supposed to end with my thoughts consumed by the new AP Philosophy teacher. I’d impatiently waited three years to take the course, but from the moment he strode in with his sad eyes that mirrored my own, I was intrigued by only him.
Dr. Sebastian Wicked.
Intrigue turned into obsession, and common interests set the stage for a tentative friendship with the enigmatic man. In time, every line put in place became blurred as what we shared sparked the flames of a forbidden affair. An affair that should've never been, a wrong that the universe sought to right.
There was only one possible outcome—we were both going to burn. Would our love rise up from the ashes? Or would it smolder in the ruins?
My name is Phoenix Michaelson, and I am the boy who loved Wicked.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateMarch 4, 2021
- File size4.3 MB
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Nothing feels better than burning for someone who wouldn't think twice about burning for you.
"I promise to love you without condition, to feed your mind as well as your heart. I promise to never take who you are and who you aren't for granted, and I promise to never hold your flaws against you. They say the more you love the more you suffer. Well, I would suffer unimaginable things for you, Phoenix."
Read The boy Who Loved Wicked If You Love:
- Student/Teacher Romance
- Age Gap
- First Times
- Possessive MC
- Forbidden Love
Product details
- ASIN : B08V56PB6G
- Publisher : C.P. Harris
- Accessibility : Learn more
- Publication date : March 4, 2021
- Language : English
- File size : 4.3 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 301 pages
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Best Sellers Rank: #90,939 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #816 in Bisexual Romance
- #2,578 in Gay Romance
- #2,660 in LGBTQ+ Romance (Books)
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About the author

C.P. Harris writes emotionally charged romance with a dark edge, where love is messy, possessive, and always worth the wreckage. Best known for The Good Liar and her latest release, Saving Sparrow, she crafts stories that dive deep into flawed characters and hard-won, happily-ever-afters. When not writing, she's devouring the same intense, complicated romances she loves to create. If you crave angst, obsession, and endings that hurt before they heal—C.P. Harris might just be your next favorite author.
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Customers describe this book as a beautiful love story that takes them on an emotional journey, with one review noting how it conveys the true meaning of self-sacrifice. Moreover, the writing is praised for its intelligence and poetic style, while the book features quotes from philosophers at the start of each chapter. Additionally, customers appreciate the character development, with one review highlighting the well-developed side characters, and find it an epic read that helps with self-healing.
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Customers find the book emotionally engaging, describing it as a beautiful love story that takes hold of the reader's heart.
"...Her books are challenging, engaging, emotional, and just on this side of too much...." Read more
"...Really a beautiful story❤️..." Read more
"...sadness - but it also contains truth, hope, forgiveness, happiness, and love...." Read more
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Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as an epic and better-than-imagined read, with one customer noting it's an absolute page turner.
"I loved this book. Th heartbreak they had to suffer in order to grow and be good for one another is like nothing else...." Read more
"...The first chapters made me cry, and the rest was all over! Great read, emotional and dramatic, not usually a genre I pick out but I love CP Harris,..." Read more
"Loved this book!..." Read more
"...To open it up for any other reason than to have an incredible reader experience, is to cheapen the value and craftsmanship of this story...." Read more
Customers praise the writing style of the book, describing it as intelligent, poetic, and extraordinary with words.
"...Oh my God it's just so good. Firstly, it's just beautifully written...." Read more
"...The characters of Phoenix and Sebastian are so deep and real, I felt I could run into them at the store...." Read more
"Omg. I felt as if I was in this story! It's so well written and so real. It has ups and downs but omg what a ride I totally love this book!..." Read more
"...saying this is not your typical love story, it's darkly beautiful and poetic...." Read more
Customers find the book beautiful, with one noting its strikingly moving style.
"...It is beautiful, pristine, and exquisite. Delicate yet cutting...." Read more
"I loved this book. Beautiful and so sad at the same time. So many emotions. I will be thinking of Sebastian and Phoenix for awhile 💔❤️..." Read more
"...It’s so much more than that. This is truly nuanced and breathtaking...." Read more
"...I bought the new paperback cover bc it was so beautiful without ever have read this author before...." Read more
Customers appreciate the philosophical aspects of the book, which features quotes from philosophers at the start of each chapter.
"...I particularly enjoyed the author's injection of philosophical quotes from the greatest philosophers in our past to weave this story...." Read more
"...Before we even get in, we are thrown into one of the most moving prologues/openers I’ve ever read. I was in tears by the end of that first chapter...." Read more
"...There is a reason everyone is talking about this book. It goes beyond a trope. This isn’t a “age gap” or “teacher/student” book...." Read more
"...But boy are they magnetic. They are also super smart. And we get to learn a bit about philosophy- fun!..." Read more
Customers praise the character development in the book, with one noting that the side characters are their own incredible feature.
"...The plotlines, writing and characters were all so smoothly intermingled that my investment in Sebastian and Phoenix's lives brought me sheer and..." Read more
"...The side characters are their own incredible feature and never a nuisance, but rather additional features you want more from...." Read more
"...Damn you C.P. Harris and your complex journey and complex characters...." Read more
"...The character development is outstanding. The way both men grow, together and separately, is rough and angsty and oh so good...." Read more
Customers appreciate the book's emotional depth, describing it as intense and gut-wrenching, with one customer noting how it conveys the true meaning of self-sacrifice.
"An intense and deeply moving read!..." Read more
"...stimulating, deeply emotional and describes the true meaning of sacrificing oneself completely to attain their ultimate happiness and strengthen the..." Read more
"...Even Harris’s sexy scenes didn’t hit their mark. Too much sadness in this book, student professor age gap none worked for me" Read more
"...But it’s also filled with intense emotions that I honestly haven’t gotten from a Romance novel since I read Call Me By Your Name...." Read more
Customers appreciate the book's self-healing theme, with one mentioning how it stitched them back up.
"...Such an amazing story of loss and healing and realizing what is most important. Loved it so much and I can't wait to read more from C.P. Harris!" Read more
"...This book gutted me and stitched me back up, only to pull apart the wounds all over again...." Read more
"...Self discovery and self healing are some of the hardest things to do, but come with the greatest reward!" Read more
"Breaks your heart then puts it back together!..." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on March 4, 2025Format: KindleVerified PurchaseThe beginning of this story had me crying….I knew I was in a world of trouble! This book is so emotional. I cried so much. I think this is the most I have ever cried while reading a story. It’s so beautifully written. It’s so deep, so touching, so mind provoking…This is my 2nd read by CP Harris and I must say this is pretty much one of the best reads EVER! If you need a good cry/emotional story….here it is.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 20, 2023Format: KindleVerified PurchasePhoenix is starting his senior year in high school senior. A new teacher, Sebastian, replaced their usual philosophy teacher, who also moved into the house right behind Phoenix’s.
Sebastian and Phoenix were both lonely and needing a companion. They instantly bonded over their love for philosophy and their life experiences and losses.
Phoenix would visit Sebastian at his house and found out many secrets along the way.
This book didn’t hit the mark like how I wanted it to be. I was in love with it until about halfway.
I wish that we saw more spice between Phoenix and Sebastian. It would always end the chapter before it would happen, but I do understand that it’s more fitting for the storyline. There were so many “firsts” that we didn’t get to experience reading. I felt the book rushed at the end. Their time finally came and it ended right away.
Plot: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice: 🌶️🌶️
🖤 MM Romance
🖤 Teacher & Student
🖤 Hurt & Comfort
🖤 Second Chance
🖤 Age Gap
🖤 Secrets & Jealousy
🖤 Vouyerism
🖤 Cheating
🖤 Tension & Angst
Please check your triggers, as there are talks of loss of a parent and lover, miscarriage, and more.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 27, 2024Format: Audible AudiobookVerified Purchase⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🌶️🌶️🌶️
I listened to the audio book.
The story was soooo good.
Taboo, forbidden, student/ teacher MM romance.
Professor Sebastian Wicked is a last minute teacher at a Highschool. He teaches advanced philosophy.
Phoenix is a very intelligent 18 yr old student. He loves philosophy, his dad and him were extremely close before he died. His dad was a philosophy professor at the local university before he died from cancer. Phoenix is drawn to Mr Wicked because of their love of learning. And they happen to be neighbors. And both in pain from loss.
They are fighting feelings that seem to be inevitable.
Now I did not have a problem with this storyline.
Some might.
The narration was really good, the voice of Mr Wicked was🔥🔥
Really a beautiful story❤️
- Reviewed in the United States on December 9, 2022Format: KindleVerified Purchase5 valid and bright stars!!!
Oh, this book! Such passion, heartbreak and meaningful prose molded into a story of two destinies that come together, diverge and reconnect.
I can honestly state that I have never read a more entertaining book concerning two people of similar backgrounds that through every obstacle placed before them ultimately manage to secure each other's destinies and true love.
The plotlines, writing and characters were all so smoothly intermingled that my investment in Sebastian and Phoenix's lives brought me sheer and utter joy. And a whopping dose of longing for what they accomplished through tenacity and the unmitigated power of true love.
Beginning when Phoenix was a senior in high school and Sebastian Wicked was his philosophy teacher and concluding with Seb's resignation as professor and department head of Theology in college, the same college Phoenix attended, this tale describes in glorious and intimate detail their complicated developing relationship. Barrier upon barrier appear to mar that relationship, but through all of their obstacles, their unrelenting love and need for one another will not be denied.
I particularly enjoyed the author's injection of philosophical quotes from the greatest philosophers in our past to weave this story. As both protagonists share a love of these intellectual's writings, their inclusion plays a major role in their lives. And the people they manage to become.
If you cannot devine that I absolutely loved this book at this point, I have failed future readers as a reviewer. It is intellectually stimulating, deeply emotional and describes the true meaning of sacrificing oneself completely to attain their ultimate happiness and strengthen the bonds of love, despite all the dangers and pitfalls along their journey.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 19, 2021Format: KindleVerified PurchaseThis book is not a typical romance book that you should read just for the tropes. It’s so much more than that. This is truly nuanced and breathtaking. To open it up for any other reason than to have an incredible reader experience, is to cheapen the value and craftsmanship of this story.
Before we even get in, we are thrown into one of the most moving prologues/openers I’ve ever read. I was in tears by the end of that first chapter. The rest of the book is an absolute page turner that feels impossible to put down. The characters of Phoenix and Sebastian are so deep and real, I felt I could run into them at the store. The side characters are their own incredible feature and never a nuisance, but rather additional features you want more from. C.P. Harris is methodical in her writing and character creation, no word or phrase is arbitrary and everything is painstakingly thought out.
My struggle has been to not reread this immediately. This is a Top 5 books of 2021 and only one other book is sitting in that list currently. I am a harsh critic at times, I do not mince words, I don’t have the time nor do I want to develop carpal tunnel unnecessarily. So when I take the time to write a review like this it is because it was <I>that</I> good. It was <I>that</I> powerful.
If you’ve seen this book recommended over and over - there is a reason. There is an HEA, which I know is important to many. That’s not a spoiler as the author is clear about that. And the epilogues (because there are multiple) are incredible finishers to an outstanding book.
If you haven’t read this yet, I hope this review moves you to. If you haven’t read anything by C.P. Harris yet, then I hope this is the first of many.
Top reviews from other countries
- SoulgalReviewed in India on April 13, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Sexy. Romantic. Passionate. Magic
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseThe pure brilliance of this book was almost an assault on my unassuming heart that just wanted to read an intense romance, looking for something and someone new.
C.P. Harris, I've discovered, is a terrific writer whose words about these two vulnerable men, I read raptured. I cried. I hoped. I loved.
This book is genius in how it wants its two characters Pheeny and Bash to emulate their philosophical heroes while teaching the readers; US, the same values. And boy did I learn a thing or two.
I want everyone to give this book a chance be cause it's so important in the lessons of love. It's faultless, flawless and yet all of those things, because that's how we learn and grow. It's more than a romance, it's a journey. After reading it, I feel like I've had an experience. And the story is one to stay with me a long time. I absolutely loved it!
- colleenReviewed in Australia on March 3, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant 5 star +++++ read
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseThe Boy Who Loved Wicked just WOW WOW WOW You really cannot miss out on this brilliantly crafted story. I'm totally blown away after reading this. I use the word crafted cause this has taken some serious talent and brilliance to craft this story. It has all of the feels but it also has some of the best writing I have read. This is an age gap story of Dr Sebastian Wicked (Professor) and Phoenix Michaelson (Student) BUT this is a totally unique love story. I honestly cannot even compare it to anything else I have read. It is such a stand out book by a relatively new author to me C.P. Harris. This book has become one of my all time favorites. I cannot say just how much I loved this book and is definitely a 5 star +++++ from me. You seriously need to read this book. I have now become a huge fan of this author.
- StjepanReviewed in Germany on January 2, 2025
5.0 out of 5 stars Professor Wicked
Format: PaperbackVerified PurchaseRECOMMEND!
I really enjoyed this a little philosophical romance. 🏳️🌈📚❤️
Phoenix is in love with philosophy because of his late dad philosophy professor.
Now
Phoenix finally meets someone who is his match in all things philosophical. He can finally debate and question everything with someone, every aspect of Plato, Aristotle and Socrates...
Sebastian has his demons but debating with Phoenix makes him alive again. Yes there's a big age gap but Phoenix is beyond his years. Phoenix is his student but that won't stop them from falling in love.
✓ professor/student
✓ philosophy class
✓ lgbt
✓ age gap
✓ steamy romance
✓ possessive main character
✓ HEA
- jReviewed in Canada on January 7, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars I love Wicked!
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseAn emotional roller coaster and I had a hard time putting it down! I love age gap romances, especially high school romances and this one is at the top. I fell in love with Phoenix and Sebastian. And the sex was hot!!
- EveReviewed in the United Kingdom on May 24, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars A beautifully written emotional roller coaster.
Format: KindleVerified PurchasePhoenix Michaelson idolised his philosophy professor father, who died when he was 10. Now he's a clever 18yr old student, following in his father's footsteps by taking a Philosophy class in high school.
The new Philosophy teacher is Sebastian Wicked, almost 20 years older, a traumatised, lonely, brilliant teacher, haunted by a very painful past and tied to a loveless marriage.
They meet, instantly connect with their love for philosophy, and this this is the story of how two lonely souls, at different stages of their lives come together.
The story is intelligently written, an emotional roller coaster and a tearjerker. There’s heartache, there is loss, there’s drama, suspense and there is love.
I had mixed feelings at times. There were a few steep uphill battles to climb, and some great sacrifices were made. The taboo subject of teacher/student was not repulsive but beautifully handled. The character development of both MCs and supporting cast beautifully developed.
I loved the epilogue.
Another great book by C. P. Harris.
Update - I just finished reading the bonus chapters from the author's website and I can't stop smiling. Just awesome.