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War with Myself: Achieving Victory in the Battle with Bulimia Kindle Edition
As a child, she lived a life of abuse and bullying. As an adult, she had to battle the most challenging opponent, herself. Fighting a life-threatening disorder, she had to find a way to survive. An inspiring memoir for anyone suffering with Bulimia or mental illness.
Shani-Lee's childhood was anything but happy. Helpless and fraught with fear in a web of lies and sexual abuse, she watched as her innocence and sense of childhood wonder disintegrated, leaving behind searing embers of abuse and bullying that scarred her irrevocably.
Plummeting into an abyss of mental illness, self-abuse, and an eating disorder as an adult, Shani-Lee found herself engaged in a battle royale, not with perpetrators but rather with herself. Desperate to change and to control the narrative of her life, she embarked on a heart wrenching journey of impossible odds to final recovery.
War with Myself is an eye opening, heartfelt memoir of Shani-Lee's struggle with Bulimia and the horrific side-effects of the disorder. Courageously, she fought for her life and denied death on several occasions and finally found love and a life worth living.
In this inspirational memoir, Shani-Lee shares her shocking and compelling story in hopes that men and women engaged in similar battles will find hope, healing, and peace. It is a story that will stimulate and encourage you and others to release your inner-self, never give up, and discover love for life.
War with Myself is an honest and raw story of abuse and seemingly impossible challenges meant to help and inspire others to recovery. It is a self-help book that outlines the steps Shani-lee took on her journey battling and overcoming Bulimia.
Order your copy today and help yourself or learn how to support a loved one who is suffering from abuse or an eating disorder.
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She provides much valuable information, sharing tools she's developed over the years to recognize her own triggers and "retrain" her brain to focus on healthy responses. Throughout the work, she consistently offers hope.
A gritty and unflinchingly honest remembrance with useful advice for people with bulimia and their loved ones." - Kirkus
Product details
- ASIN : B09S4MJJ7P
- Publisher : Valiance Publications (February 18, 2022)
- Publication date : February 18, 2022
- Language : English
- File size : 1.5 MB
- Simultaneous device usage : Unlimited
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 138 pages
- Page numbers source ISBN : B09SP22HGZ
- Best Sellers Rank: #765,999 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
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About the author

Shani-Lee grew up in Newcastle, England with childhood secrets that manifested into a battle with Bulimia.
She emigrated to Arizona, where she started to unpeel the complex layers of emotions that her secrets had inflicted. As she incorporated life-changing habits into her lifestyle, she was able to heal and overcome her turbulent and dangerous relationship with her eating disorder.
Writing was always just a therapeutic outlet until she realized she had something valuable to share. Turning her own journey of self-help into a path to help others, is how War with Myself was born.
When she’s not working in the mortgage industry or writing, Shani-Lee spends most of her time goofing around with her adventurous family, reading, and exploring new sites with friends. Shani-Lee lives a fulfilled life with her husband and four children. Two of which are fur babies.
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Customers find the book heartwarming and honest, with one mentioning it evokes many emotions. They praise its readability and storyline, with one customer describing it as a journey from pain and trauma to freedom.
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Customers find the book heartwarming, describing it as inspirational and honest, with one customer noting how it evokes emotions and makes readers feel understood.
"...I appreciated her gruesome honesty about her struggles, and also about her journey of forgiveness towards herself and others. It gave me hope." Read more
"...Makes you feel understood and gives hope for living a better life" Read more
"...I finished it almost all in one sitting. It really evoked so many emotions reading this and imagining all the challenges and traumas she..." Read more
"...open & honest to share a story to let others that suffer in silence know they are not alone." Read more
Customers find the book readable, with one mentioning it had them completely captivated.
"This book had me captured and, sadly, relating from the start...." Read more
"...And by the end of the book I felt so inspired. 100% worth a read!" Read more
"This book is a great read to see the insight of one girl & her Struggles with mental illness, and journey of its creation and fight to overcome...." Read more
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Customers appreciate the storyline of the book, with one customer describing it as a journey from pain and trauma to freedom.
"This book had me captured and, sadly, relating from the start...." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on August 19, 2023This book had me captured and, sadly, relating from the start. I appreciated her gruesome honesty about her struggles, and also about her journey of forgiveness towards herself and others. It gave me hope.
- Reviewed in the United States on September 20, 2024Definitely recommend for anyone who has been going through the same struggle of bulimia. Makes you feel understood and gives hope for living a better life
- Reviewed in the United States on March 16, 2022This was a great read. I finished it almost all in one sitting. It really evoked so many emotions reading this and imagining all the challenges and traumas she experienced and it was so relatable on many levels. And by the end of the book I felt so inspired. 100% worth a read!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 10, 2022This book is a great read to see the insight of one girl & her Struggles with mental illness, and journey of its creation and fight to overcome. open & honest to share a story to let others that suffer in silence know they are not alone.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 10, 2022This book takes you into this woman’s past childhood trauma that caused her addiction to her step by step way out of addiction. Beautifully written. Great practical advise for anyone going through a eating disorder or for anyone trying to help a loved one.
- Reviewed in the United States on February 21, 2022So well written
Deep and thought provoking
Great that it’s intended to help others in similar situations
Highly recommend
- Reviewed in the United States on February 23, 2022The authors powerful testimony of her journey through abuse, bullying and internal warfare manifesting itself through her battle with bulimia gripped me, that once I started reading this, I spent the better part of the night reading unable to put it down. I shared what I was reading with my husband and shared how captivating it was. I cried as the words on the page touched my soul and then rejoiced knowing that where there was once hurt and brokenness was now replaced with Hope, Joy and Happiness.
- Reviewed in the United States on February 23, 2022I’m so happy and proud that Shani-Lee was able to over come the enemy and come out victorious. You won girlfriend
Top reviews from other countries
- DaizyReviewed in the United Kingdom on November 26, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars honest and heartfelt.
I suffer from anorexia so although I understand only some of the behaviors the feelings are very similar.
So well written
- LARReviewed in the United Kingdom on February 20, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Great book
A well written, informative book for both people with bulemia and those trying to help them. Bulemia is a hard thing to cope with but added with her other issues growing it made her younger life all the harder. I couldn't put it down will recommend it without a doubt.
- Amazon CustomerReviewed in the United Kingdom on February 19, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Fantastic Book, I couldn’t put it down until I’d finished it.
This was such a wonderful open and honest story.
I felt Heartbroken and incredibly uplifted at the same time while reading this.
It’s supportive and respectful, and gave some amazing advice.
I’m very impressed.
I couldn’t put it down until I finished it.
Amazon CustomerFantastic Book, I couldn’t put it down until I’d finished it.
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on February 19, 2022
I felt Heartbroken and incredibly uplifted at the same time while reading this.
It’s supportive and respectful, and gave some amazing advice.
I’m very impressed.
I couldn’t put it down until I finished it.
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- Kindle customerReviewed in the United Kingdom on February 19, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Such an inspiring and heartfelt read.
Could not put this book down - A real insight into the triggers and struggles of Bulimia. An incredible journey of overcoming and healing from this horrific battle - learning how to smile and love life.
- ClareReviewed in the United Kingdom on October 28, 2022
1.0 out of 5 stars This could have been a blog
I’m honestly glad I paid less than a pound for this.
She’s not a natural writer, she glossed over her life but went on about various men, very droning whilst being very short?
I don’t think she adds anything to the conversation around eating disorders. Would not recommend.