Exposed: Experimental Heart, #4

Chapter Four

One and a half months. It had been one and a half months since I had sent Raikidan away, and things hadn’t changed much…

I peeked around the corner of the wall before diving behind a crate. Ryoko rushed to my side after she made sure it was safe to join me. Sirens blared outside the warehouse.

Genesis had sent Ryoko and me on this assignment, alone, to a Quadrant Four compound with rare weapon supplies, thinking it would be easier for the two of us to get in instead a group of us, due to the high security. And it would have been easier, had it not been for me being unable to concentrate. It had been my fault the wire had tripped and my fault we were stuck in this warehouse; I couldn’t focus. My mind kept going to Raikidan.

Because you’re a fool! The voice was relentless, but again, not wrong.

Stupid. How could I allow my mind to wonder on an assignment? I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I wondered how he was doing, what he was doing, and what he would do in certain situations. I wanted to just forget him, but nothing I did allowed me to.

Ryoko nudged my arm and headed over to another crate. I exhaled and peeked around the crate, but pulled myself back as fast as I could. Soldiers came our way, and I had no idea how Ryoko managed to not be seen. She shot me a questioning glance, and I jerked my head toward the direction of the soldiers. She nodded and pushed herself farther back so they’d be less likely to spot her. I did the same, but luck wasn’t on my side—not that it had been for some time.

The metal crate smashed behind me, and I whirled around to see a large Brute-soldier grinning down at me. It took me less than a nanosecond to move away from him and his hand as he tried to grab me. It was quite apparent they had seen Ryoko previously, and now I was reaping the consequences.

The soldier went to chase me, but Ryoko shot at him with her railgun, giving away her position. The other soldiers who had been hanging back were now going after Ryoko. A trap to separate us. Great.

I threw fire at the soldiers to give her a hand, but as I went to run, the Brute grabbed me and threw me into a metal crate. All the air in my lungs escaped, and I gasped for breath as I fell to the ground. I tried to move, but I was too winded to do much. I could, however, scream, and that’s just what I did when the Brute stomped down on my leg.

The soldier chuckled and grabbed me by the throat. Traitorous scum. You’ll get exactly what you deserve.

I fight… for a real purpose, I managed.

The soldier scowled and tightened his grip. I choked and struggled, but it was no use. Ryoko was off somewhere trying to stay alive, and I was on my own. I just hoped she’d get out safe. My life didn’t mean as much as hers. She had someone waiting for when she got back…

Let her go! a male voice shouted.

I blinked. That voice sounded eerily familiar. Before I could think on it, my assailant dropped me when a body collided with him. As I fell to the ground, I took in the features of my rescuer. Tan, muscular physique, and black hair with a red stripe down the center. Raikidan? No, it can’t be him.

My gaze flicked away when someone knelt next to me. He had golden eyes, and forest green and ebony hair, shaved in the style of a mohawk, but unstyled. His tan body rippled with toned muscles. I reached for the dagger strapped to my leg, but the man held up his hands. Easy, I’m here to help.

Don’t trust him.

I eyed him. An air of familiarity emanated from him, but I had no memory of meeting someone with his appearance. Or do I? I didn’t get the chance to ask him anything. A pair of strong arms grabbed onto me and I almost retaliated, except my surprise froze me in place. I blinked to be sure I wasn’t seeing things, and when I opened them, sure enough, my rescuer had been Raikidan.

Recovering, I hissed at him, What the hell are you doing here?

He grunted and hauled me into his arms, wrapping me in his familiar scent. Saving your ass.

Pain shot through my leg and I screamed in agony.

Raikidan, be careful with her! The mystery man’s eyes bore into my dragon friend. That leg of hers is mangled.

I’m trying! Raikidan bared his teeth. This isn’t as easy as it looks.

The echoes of a railgun’s magnetized bearings rang out near us, and Ryoko appeared. Will you two ladies quit yer bitching and start moving? I’m running out of ammo, and Laz needs medical attention, like, yesterday.

Raikidan grumbled and carried me to the back part of the warehouse. Corliss, I need you to make a door.

I looked at the man Raikidan brought with him. No wonder he had an air of familiarity. Corliss nodded at Raikidan’s order, and took a deep breath before projectile spitting out some strange, translucent green liquid. My eyes widened when the liquid dissolved the metal wall on impact. I had thought all dragons breathed fire. Apparently, I was wrong.

Corliss spit a few more times to speed up the corrosion process. When Raikidan determined the hole was big enough, he shot out into the open. It was reckless, given he couldn’t be sure it was safe, but this wasn’t the time to reprimand him.

Ryoko rushed out of the building with Corliss, and she pulled out her emergency grenade. Pulling the pin, she tossed it into the warehouse and pushed us to move faster. The grenade detonated, and we pushed harder as other warehouses filled with explosives were caught up in the chain reaction.

Ryoko directed Raikidan where to go until we came to the break in the fence we had made when coming in. Ryoko pulled the chain link back to allow Raikidan to slip through with me with ease. She then motioned to follow her when she slipped through herself. The two dragons followed her through alley after alley until we came to the back door of a safe house and slipped in.

Ryoko opened a secret passage and rushed through. Raikidan didn’t hesitate to follow, but Corliss stood still, marveling in amazement. That is, until the door started closing on him. Ryoko jumped down into the sewers, and then growled at Raikidan when he carelessly followed suit and shot pain through my leg. He ignored her, though, pushing past her and nearly knocked her into the sludge below.

Watch it, Raikidan! she hissed. And to think I missed having you around.

Raikidan continued to ignore her and kept at his fast pace. I was quite interested in this behavior. It wasn’t like him to be so rude to Ryoko. One of the guys, sure, but the women, not a chance.

Ryoko ran ahead of us and opened the secret door to our house, and Raikidan picked up his pace. Corliss, not wanting to be shut in this smelly place, matched Raikidan’s pace. Ryoko ushered us inside, and Raikidan spared no glances to the basement as he rushed upstairs. I tried not to make a sound, but the pain he caused was becoming unbearable.

Before he could even think to open the door, it flew open and Seda stood in front of it. Get her on the couch, now.

Raikidan nodded and moved around the couch to set me down. Shva’sika rushed over to me, barely containing her laughter as she got one good look at me. Why can’t you, just once, do something that doesn’t nearly cripple or kill you?

I chuckled. Because I need to give you something to do.

She shook her head and examined my injury. Raikidan moved away, much to my relief, and positioned himself behind the couch. I wanted to mentally prepare myself for what was going to happen between the two of us, but the pain wasn’t allowing that to happen.

Seda hovered over the back of the couch. Elarinya, I’m going to set everything back in place before you heal her, to make sure everything goes back the way it’s supposed to be.

A shaman’s healing ability would ensure such a new break would heal properly, Shva’sika explained. And I’m more worried about Laz’s pain levels right now. She may be able to handle a lot, but too much could cause her to pass out.

I’ll block her pain receptors. She could use the reprieve anyway.

Shva’sika nodded. All right, let me know when to heal her up.

Seda took a deep breath and then held one hand up toward my head and the other to my leg. The pain melted away, and I exhaled with relief. The lack of pain felt so good, I relaxed enough where I didn’t notice Shva’sika had begun to heal me. Corliss became visibly curious, but remained quiet as he observed.

Genesis approached me. Safe to assume you weren’t successful on grabbing anything?

I shook my head. Sorry. I take full responsibility for the failure.

She nodded. We’ll debrief later. I want you rested after what you’ve gone through.

Thank you.

Shva’sika pulled away when she finished. All right, all done. Just lay there for a bit, and—or you could move against my better suggestion, that works too.

I chuckled as I pulled myself up into a sitting position. It wasn’t like I planned on standing up just yet.

Raikidan leaned over the couch. You should listen— He stumbled backward when the palm of my hand collided with his face. He rubbed his cheek. What the hell, Eira?

What the hell? What the hell are you doing here, is a better question! I seethed.

Everyone in the room backed away, knowing full well what was about to happen.

Eira, I—

Do you have a problem with listening or something?

Eira—

Do you just not give a shit?

Eira, please—

Will the two of you just shut up? I stared at Corliss. He was ballsy. He looked at Raikidan. We really need to work on your communication skills. He pulled out a folded up piece of paper from his back pocket and wandered over to me. I saved this just in case something like this would happen. Read this line here.

That’s in your tongue, you realize that right? I said.

He stared at me for a moment and then laughed. Oops, sorry. I guess I’ll just tell you then. It’s safe for Raikidan and me to be here because we’re half-colors.

My brows knotted in confusion. I don’t understand.

This treaty specifically states colored dragons can’t step foot here, but in our society, half-colors are something completely separate. We’re not considered a colored dragon. We’re half-colored.

I shook my head. It’s not seen that way in this human society, however. A dragon is a dragon.

Except it would have been made clear when the treaty was crafted and signed.

I sucked in a deep breath and tried to think of a way to continue arguing. This guy was smart. Too smart for his own good.

Besides, there are other dragons here in this city, Corliss said. I could smell their temporary territory marks. They’re red dragons, and have made it clear by the marks, they’re here for a reason.

I shook my head. They have to be old then. I sent the same letter to Zaith’s clan.

Leader of a large red dragon clan from the Velsara Wilds, I’d made a tenuous alliance with Zaith in order to help our position on dealing with Zarda. His clan had proven useful, though I made sure to keep minimal contact with Zaith himself before sending his clan away due to… an unwanted offer he made me.

These are fresh and well maintained. They obviously didn’t listen, and kept a low profile if you don’t know.

That doesn’t make sense. Why would they take the risk?

Why do you take risks?

I opened my mouth, but failed to come up with a comeback. That was too good of a point. Ryoko began to squeal when I remained silent, and Rylan, who had been hanging back, laughed at her excitement.

Does that mean they can stay? she asked.

I sighed and pulled myself onto the back of the couch. They can do what they want.

Ryoko squealed again and everyone laughed at her. Corliss backed away from me as I swung my legs over the couch and headed for my room.

So that was supposed to be a yes? Corliss asked.

Shva’sika laughed. That’s Laz’s way of saying, welcome to our dysfunctional family.

Very dysfunctional, Ryoko added.

Corliss chuckled and nodded.

Raikidan followed me to my room. Eira, I still need to talk to you.

No, you don’t.

Eira, just let me talk.

Just go to your room and go to bed, Raikidan.

I’m not doing anything until I talk to you.

I tried to close the door on him, but he forced his hand in the way and tried to push his way in. Go to your own room!

Are they always like this? Corliss asked.

It’s common for them to bicker, Seda said. It’s how we know they’re getting along. But I’m afraid this isn’t one of those times…

Should we do something? he asked.

No, it’s best they sort it out themselves. Follow me. I’ll show you to your room. Once you’re situated, I’ll help you contact your mate so you can tell her what’s going on.

How did you kn—

We’ve learned Raikidan isn’t the type to give warning before he does something. And I’m psychic, so I’ve caught glimpses of some of your thoughts.

All right, I’ll give you that.

Raikidan forced his way into my room and slammed the door shut. I deserve an explanation.

I turned to face him. I gave one to you. It’s all in that letter.

I deserve better than that! he shouted. I flinched. I deserved to have a say.

There was nothing to discuss, Raikidan. I tried to stay calm. Based on how it was written, the only interpretation could be what I had concluded. I knew you’d try to fight me on the decision to send you away and I couldn’t have that. I couldn’t allow my selfishness to put your race at risk.

I had a right to a say in all this. I could have told you the actual meaning!

Oh really? Is that why it took you almost two months to come back? He hesitated and I snorted. Exactly. You would have thought the same. You’re just pissed off because you didn’t have a say.

Yes, I am angry, Eira. I had a right to have a say in all of it! But you didn’t care. That’s why you’re not wearing the necklace I gave you.

I stared at him in disbelief. Are you kidding me? You have no idea what that choice did to me. How much that hurt—I took a deep breath through my nose, my hands flexing out—You know what, forget it. You don’t really give a shit. You never have, and you clearly only care about your own feelings. Why did you even bother coming back? Just get the hell out of here.

Thoroughly disgusted, I spun on my heels and went into my closet. I sighed and sat down on the circular couch just as my door slammed shut. My fingers ran through my hair and then my hands slid over my face. I couldn’t believe him. I could understand his anger for being sent away, but to accuse me of not caring…

You don’t need him. He’s just like the others. Selfish. A liar. He doesn’t care about you. You’re better off without him.

I knew this friendship he claimed to want with me was too good to be true. Dragons and humans just couldn’t coexist, and I shouldn’t have allowed myself to get so close. When he had told me he was promised to someone, I should have gotten my heart under control. That was the first sign. I knew better than to think—

I shook my head and changed my clothes. No point dwelling on it. My heart proved once again it was stupid and should remain caged up and forgotten about. And that humans and dragons should remain apart. Why he came back was beyond me, but he’d leave on his own free will in time, and not look back, and I’d need to learn to do the same.

Chapter Five

I flipped through the reports on my planner and felt my mood souring by the minute as I read them over. There was nothing good in here. It was all negative test results, and the conversation with its test taker was not going to be a pretty one. But as I thought about what to say to him, I drew a blank, and this frustrated me more.

The communicator crashed down onto the coffee table and I paced back and forth in front of the TV. Everyone’s attention focused on me, but it was a little while before anyone said anything.

Laz, you wanna share with us what’s got you all worked up over there? Ryoko asked. I didn’t exactly hear her, as I continued to pace and chew on my lip as I thought. What was I going to say? Laz!

I looked up and blinked. What?

Tell us what’s bugging you. We might be able to help.

I sighed and rested my hands on my hips. How could I word it for them to help? How… how do you tell a fighter he can’t fight anymore?

This is about Zenmar, isn’t it? I nodded and her shoulders slumped. He’s not doing well, is he?

I shook my head. He’s barely able to walk with the prosthetic with a cane. There’s no way he’s going to be able to get better soon enough to fight again.

So Raynn is going to find him completely useless, Raid said. Well, most teams will, to be honest.

I nodded. I’m… I’m not sure what to do.

Why not request to transfer to this team? Shva’sika said. I mean I’m considered a part of it and I don’t do much, but that’s not to say we couldn’t put him to good use.

We could assign him to casual spying assignments, Argus suggested. They’re not fun, but at least he’d feel a little useful, instead of us just saying, ‘Go home and wait for it all to be over.’

I took a deep breath and nodded. That might just be the only option we have.

We might as well bring it up with the Council, he said. It was Raynn’s fault, after all. They might be able to do something to him while we’re at it.

I grunted. They should do something about it.

I’m glad you feel that way. My gaze turned to Genesis as she walked into the room. The Council already knows about the results, and just called me. They want a meeting. Now.

I took deep, slow breaths and I waited on my platform. The air was tense and the quiet murmur from other rebels in the large room filled my ears, although I did my best to block it all out. I needed to be on the top of my game. Raynn would be sure to cause an uproar, and I wasn’t sure where the Council would stand as a whole.

A tall, light-skinned, white-haired and crystal-eyed man, Elkron, started the meeting. Eira Risryn, Raynn Larken, please step forward. I jumped from my platform down to the main one and waited for Raynn to join me. He was much slower to react, and it made me wonder if he knew what was going to happen.

As everyone here knows, we are here to discuss the results of Zenmar’s few months of therapy after his unfortunate accident. Eira, seeing as you had direct control over the therapy, please provide us with these test results.

They’re not good. I knew Zenmar was here to witness this, but I wasn’t going to beat around the bush on this one. I used the room’s strange nature to my advantage and had it display different charts and test results. There isn’t enough time for Zenmar to use the prosthetic properly to be effective in battle if they come about. We are on a time frame, and that time frame isn’t accommodating to many. This is one of those times.

So are you saying he needs to be relieved of duty and stay hidden until this is over? Hanama questioned.

No.

She tilted her head. Then was do you suggest?

I’d like to make a request. A transfer, more specifically. While some won’t find use for him in his state, my team does. We would like Zenmar to join Team Three, and have the one responsible for this whole issue held accountable for not only Zenmar’s injuries, but for the injuries and deaths of others as well.

What are you saying there, pipsqueak? Raynn shot.

You know what I’m saying. You screwed up far too many times, I accused. You’ve abused your power since you became a general in the military, and you’ve thrown away everything it means to be one. You’ve only ever looked after your own ass, and couldn’t care less about those you’ve gotten killed or injured in your own greed and self-preservation. You would have left Zenmar to die in that battle. You ran like the coward you are, instead of going back to aid him. Now he suffers for your incompetence.

I told you to leave him. He wouldn’t have any problems if you had.

No, he would have just been dead. I spat on the ground. You have no loyalty. You have no honor. You don’t deserve your rank, and you don’t deserve your team. I ask the Council to strip Raynn of everything he is. I ask he no longer be regarded as a former general, no longer be able to order a team, no longer be a part of a team until he learns what it means.

Raynn bared his teeth. How dare you!

I vote yes! a man called out.

Ven, I hope you have a good reason to speak out of turn, Eldenar scolded.

I shifted my gaze to a tall man with dark skin and dark eyes just as he nodded at Eldenar’s words. I believe this decision goes beyond just the Council. There are many of us who have been affected directly by Raynn’s incompetence, and the rest have witnessed it. A blind eye has been turned for too long. Raynn is far too incompetent to be trusted any further. I agree with Commander Eira and vote yes.

I listened as murmurs of agreement sounded throughout the room. At least I had backing. Although it wasn’t a secret many didn’t like Raynn, losing a team leader was hard. Teams weren’t just assigned new ones on a whim, so other measures would have to be taken, which caused more problems in the end.

I, too, agree, Seda voiced.

My brow rose with interest. What is she up to?

Enrée took great interest in her. Seda, you never speak out of turn. What drives you to do so now?

As psychics, we see things and feel things no one should. What Raynn has done, the toll his actions have taken, they are much deeper than many realize. It would be unwise to tolerate such actions any longer.

You all can’t be serious! Raynn bellowed.

Quiet, Raynn! Hanama barked.

His face reddened in anger The hell I will. I have a say in my surprise trial.

It shouldn’t be a surprise, Hanama said. We’ve kept a close eye on you for a long time, Raynn. Due to issues with your removal, we just hoped you’d smarten up. We’ve been keeping tabs on Zenmar’s progress since the incident. We received all reports before Commander Eira.

We gave her a chance to prove herself as a worthy leader, which she has done and more with spearheading Zenmar’s recovery. And even though we did not expect her to propose this, it should not have come as a surprise either. I do not need to hear anything more. You could not prove yourself before, and you won’t get a second chance in my eyes. I vote yes to her request.

I, too, vote yes, Adina said.

Yes, Elkron agreed.

Yes, Enrée and Akama agreed together.

Eldenar nodded. This notion has my support.

Then it is decided, Genesis announced. In a unanimous decision, Raynn, you are hereby stripped of your standing rank, and for the time being, Team Seven will be disbanded. Appropriate accommodations for those who are unfortunately involved will be made if requested.

Mocha’s quiet voice echoed through the room. What are the terms of our team coming back?

Elkron gazed at her sympathetically, much to my surprise. If Raynn can prove he is capable of change and shows traits and actions of a true leader in a timely manner, then we will revoke our call. If he cannot, we will call a meeting to discuss future plans for more permanent actions.

How long is that? she asked.

It depends on the progress. If there isn’t any, a few weeks. If there is some, a few months.

Okay. There was something in Mocha’s voice that interested me. She sounded scared, a trait their little group went out of their way to hide.

This meeting is now adjourned, Eldenar announced. There are many preparations to be made, and little time to do so.

I spun on my heels and headed for the exit, not even passing a glance at Raynn. He wasn’t my problem, and I had someone more important to talk to.

Hopping off the platform transporting me to the other side of the room, I swiftly moved through the hallway and ignored anyone I passed. Once I reached the virtual training room, I looked around. Noticing Zenmar and his girlfriend sitting alone, I advanced toward them.

Zenmar struggled to his feet when he saw me. Commander.

Just Eira, please.

All right, Eira, are you sure you want me? I know how terrible I am with this leg. I’m of no use to you.

I sat down next to his girlfriend focusing on her. Do you need new living accommodations?

She shook her head. No, we have our own place. Zenmar has been having some trouble using the stairs there, but I think it’ll be good for him so I have no quarrel with staying where we are.

Okay, now for you specifically. Were you a part of the same team? I didn’t factor that in.

She nodded. Yes. That’s how we met.

Then you’ll be transferred to Team Three as well. I will have the Council informed of this decision so there isn’t any confusion.

She smiled. Thank you.

Just let us go, Zenmar insisted. Between work and taking care of me, Lena doesn’t have any time for assignments, and I’m going to be of no use!

Zenmar, stop it, Lena scolded. Be grateful she believes in you.

It’s pointless!

She only frowned at him. It was obvious the two fought over this a lot.

Our team is in need of spies, I said. It’s a greater need than I’d like to admit. I could use you both on this.

Lena smiled. I’m fine with doing that. To be honest, it’s the best way I can help. I’m not good at any of the more… labor intensive work. I’m just a civilian, after all.

I regarded her for a moment. I had no idea.

She smiled. Well, that’s good. I always felt it was easy to tell.

I chuckled. Civilians aren’t much different from those of us who are tank-born. Only a little.

Zenmar frowned. She may be okay with this, but I’m not.

Well, you don’t have to be, I said in an authoritative tone. It is what it is, and you’re going to do it, do I make myself clear?

He sighed. Yes, ma’am.

Lena looked at me with a raised brow, and I leaned in to whisper to her. It will be some time before the mental scarring from this accident fades. There will be times he needs a gentle hand and others you will have to be firm. It won’t be easy, but you can’t give up on him. You two need each other to get through this.

She smiled. Thank you. That’s something I needed to hear right now.

I stood. I should leave you two alone now. I don’t have anything else to tell you.

Lena nodded. Thank you, Commander, and not just for the advice.

I smirked. Just call me Eira.

Chapter Six

Glasses clanked and plates rattled as I carried them to the kitchen. Today had been busy, and I couldn’t wait for it to be over. I had forgotten to let Azriel know Raikidan had returned, and when we got back here, I thought Azriel would have been mad, but I was surprised at how happy he was. He immediately put Raikidan to work bouncing with Orchon, and it wasn’t until later that evening that I realized why Azriel was so happy. Although Azriel had filled Raikidan’s bartending position only a week after I sent him away, we had lost a bouncer last week due to pay disagreements, so that meant Raikidan would be a full-time bouncer, making my job a lot easier—sort of. Since we still weren’t on speaking terms, I couldn’t be sure how often he’d watch my back.

A week after I sent Raikidan away, I just about quit on the spot. Zo and his goons were relentless, and Genesis had forced me to go out on another date with him two weeks ago. Zo had asked about where Raikidan disappeared to, and acted all too happy to hear Raikidan had to go back to our home village for a while. I knew he figured Raikidan wasn’t coming back, but today proved fruitful, as Zo’s hopes had been crushed the moment he spotted my dragon friend and he had pretty much left me alone all night.

Leaving the glasses and plates on the counter next to an already-started pile, I left the kitchen and headed down to Azriel’s office to complete my next task. I came to a halt when I heard a strange noise. It sounded like wood clanking together and some sort of liquid being poured. Curious, I forgot about my trip to the office and walked down a new hall in hopes to locate the source of the strange sound.

As I walked down the hall, a thick, acrid odor wafted into my nose and my instincts told me not to continue on. What is that? My eyes widened, and against my instincts’ wishes, I picked up the pace when I realized what the smell was. Taking another corner, I skidded to a halt as I met with a wall of fire. The club was on fire. I needed to warn Azriel. There was too much fire for me to try to force down.

Behind you! Despite being a pain in my ass, I’d learned to heed the voice’s warning.

I spun on my heels and sprinted down the hall, but someone latched onto my arm when I had only managed to make it half way. I turned to face my assailant and was taken aback by the man staring me down. He was tall, with white hair, and pale eyes. His skin was so fair, blue veins were visible underneath. The man looked like he belonged on the spiritual plane.

I’m afraid I can’t let you warn them.

He came at me with surprising speed that rivaled my own, and before I could react, he grabbed me by the throat and slammed my head against the wall. A pulse of pain rushed through me and then my vision failed me.

My head spun and my body felt heavy. The place I was in was warm, and it was hard not to just stay still and be soothed. Several moments passed before I was able to open my eyes, and even then, my vision was a blur. My memory came back to me just then, and I began to panic. How long had I been out?

I pushed myself up, my eyes darting around. When my eyes finally cleared, I realized I was in a utility closet. Pushing myself to my feet, I stumbled to the door but I hesitated to grab the knob. The door felt warm. Instead of grabbing the knob, I rested the back of my hand against the door and instantly pulled it away. That’s scorching!

Taking a deep breath, I kicked down the door and was met with a wall of fire. I narrowed my eyes. Whoever that man had been, he had to have set the fire, and then tried to trap me in here. Feeling out the strength of the fire, I forced it away and moved into the hall, although I wasn’t sure if that had been the best idea to do. The hall was even hotter than the utility closet, and everything was ablaze. The smoke in the air was thick and suffocating. I coughed violently and tried to cover my nose and mouth as best as I could as I made it down the hall, moving any flames in my way.

My body grew weaker by the moment from the smoke and I wasn’t even to the end of the hall, let alone close to the main part of the club. I collapsed on the floor when I reached the end of the hall but forced myself to get back up. I needed to get out of here. I took a few more steps down the hall but jumped back when the roof caved in. I tried to look over and around the pile of rubble to spot a way out, but couldn’t. There was no way around this barricade and I feared I was now trapped.

I turned and searched for another way out. There had to be one, but my body had other ideas. I collapsed once more and coughed violently. I had inhaled too much smoke, and the fires were too wild for me to control. I wasn’t going to make it out of here alive. I knew that. There was no reason to believe otherwise.

Eira?

I coughed and weakly looked around. Rai?

I had to be hearing things. There would be no way he’d be stupid enough to run blindly into a burning building, right?

Eira? Eira, where are you? I blinked slowly. It really was him. Eira!

What does he want? It’s not like he cared about you.

Give it up. Zo’s voice came. She’s not here. She has to be outside somewhere.

No, she’s in here and I’m going to find her, Raikidan said. I won’t give up on her.

Are you mad? This place is about to collapse. We need to get out of here.

Raikidan coughed. Then go. I’ll look for her myself.

Rai… I managed.

Eira?

I tried to move closer to the fiery barricade blocking me in, even if it meant dragging myself, but I just fell over in a crumpled heap. It was too late.

Eira, hold on. I’ll get you out of here.

Why does he want to save you?

Rai… go… I coughed. Get out of here…

Hold on, Zo told Raikidan. My armor is fire resistant. I’ll be able to break this down.

Fine, just do it fast.

My eyes hooded and I wished they’d just leave before it was too late. They wouldn’t be able to get through—

Instinct kicked in and I threw my hands over my head when the barricade burst. A gloved hand touched my shoulder. I lifted my gaze to see a helmeted soldier, who I assumed was Zo, hovering over me. But he didn’t stay there long. Raikidan pushed him out of the way and knelt beside me. I couldn’t help but smile. He would be that rude.

Raikidan whipped his shirt over his head and placed it over my nose and mouth. Hold that there. I’m getting you out of here.

I weakly held his shirt to my face and he lifted me up into his arms. Once secure, he set a quick pace for the exit, not caring whether Zo was behind him or not. Why is he saving me?

Maybe he’s not all bad. He’s making it so you’ll live. But it could be a ruse.

Cold air rushed over me when we burst through the front door, and I began to shiver from the temperature drop. Raikidan held me closer and I watched him frantically look around.

Ray? Ray, did you find her? Ryoko? What was she doing here? I heard her gasp and she came into my blurry vision as she rushed over. By the goddess! Eira, are you okay?

I coughed in response.

Ryoko turned away and searched the road. Medic! Medic!

Heavy footsteps ran over to us. What’s wrong, Ma—by Gina’s holy heart, you found her! Follow me. We need to get her oxygen, now.

I watched as the world around me started moving again and people came in and out of my limited vision. I coughed more and it hurt my raw throat. I wished it’d stop hurting. It was the only part of me that really hurt. Sure, my head hurt, but that was because it had been smacked against a wall.

Raikidan knelt and gently rested me on the ground. He then moved behind me and positioned my head on his legs. The cold ground caused me to shiver more. Raikidan removed his shirt from my face and laid it out over me as a pseudo-blanket, but it didn’t help.

The medic who had brought us over placed a mask over my mouth and nose. Just stay calm and try your best to breathe evenly. This will help, I promise.

I reached up and held the mask as clean oxygen rushed relief to my lungs. I made sure my breaths were long and deep. I coughed several times, each as painful as the last. I smiled when Azriel suddenly appeared at my side. He looked like a frantic mess, but I was glad he was okay.

Eira, I’m so glad you’re okay. He touched my bangs and then my eyes as his training started to take over. I am so sorry.

Az… I whispered.

I really didn’t think you were inside when we evacuated.

Az…

If I had known you were still inside—

Azriel.

He blinked. Yeah?

Shut up.

He chuckled and others around me did as well. All right.

My eyes felt heavy and I was going to let them close, but a helmeted soldier knelt next to me. Zo pulled his helmet off and surveyed my condition. Eira, I know you’re in no real shape to talk, but I need to ask you a few questions.

Azriel’s mouth fell open. Are you kidding me? She’s barely out of a burning building for ten minutes after being trapped inside, and you’re asking her questions?

Zo rubbed the top of his head, trying to think. I know I shouldn’t be, but we need answers.

Sir, I have to object. She’s in no condition to be talking, the medic told him.

We need answers now. She was the only one to not evacuate when the fire started. Furthermore, she has no burns on her and we found her in a burning hallway.

She’s still in poor condition. Raikidan’s lip curled as he nearly growled out the words. You’ll get your answer when she’s better.

I just watched as the four bickered. It was amusing in a way, seeing the different sides justify their stance, but the reality was, I did need to tell them what happened.

Hey, guys? Ryoko said. The men ignored her and continued to argue. Guys. Again she was ignored. Hey, meatheads! They immediately stopped and looked at her. I think Eira wants to say something, regardless of what you all think.

Azriel shifted his focus to me. All right, Eira, what do you have to say?

I would have answered him, had someone not caught my attention. His pale complexion was unmistakable. I pointed. Him…

Azriel blinked. What?

He… did it. I coughed. It hurt to talk. He set… the fire.

Zo shook his head. That’s ridiculous. He’s one of us.

I glared at him. Slammed… head… into wall. Shoved me… in… closet.

I cranked my neck and Ryoko cocked her head. What are you looking for?

Something… to hit… him with.

She smirked and picked up a rock. Allow me.

Ryoko flung the small object at him and it bounced off his uniform. The man blinked and swiveled his head. He froze up when he saw me. I glared. He swore under his breath and ran.

Men, stop him! Zo ordered.

I blinked when Raikidan rested me on the ground and took off. I looked at Azriel in hopes of getting an answer, but he only chuckled, confusing me more. I gazed up at Ryoko but she merely smiled. What was I missing? I closed my eyes with a sigh and continued to take in oxygen. I’d never know, so it was pointless to wrack my brain over it.

I cracked my eyes when I heard approaching footsteps. Raikidan crouched back down by me. He appeared content for some reason. What did he do?

Did you get him? Zo demanded.

Yes, sir, he’s in our custody. I shifted my gaze from Raikidan to the small squad of soldiers who were now with us.

Well, where is he?

With the other men, sir, the soldier informed Zo. They’re waiting for him to come to so he can be questioned.

Zo’s brow rose. Excuse me?

The soldier pointed at Raikidan. Ask him, sir.

Zo looked at Raikidan but he only grunted. Just be glad I didn’t go the less legal route.

I approve of his choice, though the less legal route would have been better.

I stared at him. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I don’t understand… if he hates me so much, why is he acting like this?

Raikidan slipped his arms under me to scoop me up. Now let’s get you home to rest.

Are you kidding me? The medic attempted to stop him. She needs to go to a hospital.

Raikidan glared at him. We don’t use your medical facilities.

She needs professional medical attention.

Raikidan rose with me in his arms. No.

The medic held his ground. I’m not letting you take her home. She needs proper attention.

I shook my head. No hospitals…

The man blinked. Ma’am, please—

I shook my head again. No hospitals…

Ma’am—

I’ll take care of her, Azriel interjected.

You ca—

I will. They have their reasons for not wanting to go, and Eira needs attention. I’m more than qualified, and I’ll need something to do while this mess gets cleaned up. If she gets too bad, I’ll just have her stay at my place so I can monitor her around the clock.

The medic sighed. All right. I guess I have no choice, since you’re all refusing my recommendation.

Raikidan shifted me in his arms so he had a better hold on me. Good. Now let’s get you home, Butterfly.

I smiled at him and then Azriel when he stood and handed me my portable oxygen canister.

I’ll go get the truck, Ryoko said before running off.

I exhaled when Raikidan held me closer to him. His warmth enticed me to melt in his arms. I needed the heat, but I knew it was wrong to just curl into him like his… Don’t think it, Eira. My eyes slowly closed as the excitement of the night died and my body’s growing weariness grew. I needed to rest. Otherwise, I’d never be back at one hundred percent effectiveness.

Chapter Seven

From my position on the couch in the living room, I watched Azriel speak with Shva’sika, my breath coming out in shallow rasps. They finished their conversation about my condition, and he then left to rest at his place. It had been three days since the fire at the club. In that time, several more buildings had been victims of arson, though none so far had any common connection besides being places of popular non-exclusive client business. My condition also hadn’t improved much. I struggled to speak, most times my voice coming out in painful rasps, and moving hurt even more.

Shva’sika’s healing wasn’t working like it should. She blamed her inexperience, and she wouldn’t listen to reason when I attempted to explain to her how it was nowhere near her fault. Raikidan was even less help. He didn’t want to come anywhere near me, let alone give me healing fire.

I didn’t get him. One moment he wanted me alive and protected, and the next he allowed me to suffer.

It’s because he doesn’t really care.

Still, it had gotten to the point where Azriel had mentioned the thought of having me stay with him for a while. While I was grateful for his help, and staying at his home wouldn’t be a terrible thing, I wasn’t too thrilled with the idea. It had been hard enough allowing the others to go out on assignments without me, but to be sent away to heal and not know what was going on at all, that didn’t settle well with me in the least.

It didn’t settle well that I was still like this. I should have been able to take out that soldier, not the other way around. I felt so pathetic. I wasn’t even allowed to move much. I was to rest to make sure I didn’t put too much strain on my lungs. I wasn’t sure what was so strenuous about walking from one room to another, but if both Azriel and Shva’sika said it was, then I knew not to fight them.

Rylan and Genesis caught my attention when they came into the living room. She handed him a cloaking watch and finished speaking with him, her voice too low for me to catch in my state. He nodded and used the watch to change his features and to hide his chains. What is he doing?

Rylan slipped down into the basement and Genesis looked at us. Rylan is being sent on a spying assignment. Let me know when he gets back.

I blinked. Since when was Rylan sent on solo spying assignments? Sure, I was out of commission, but Rylan would have opted to have someone go with him. What was Genesis thinking?

Shva’sika came over to the couch with my library access book. She handed it over, and I smiled in thanks for her thoughtfulness. I read up on various things until the sun began to set. I only stopped reading because I was starting to feel weird, in a bad way, and it concerned me.

Raikidan looked up from where he sat at the kitchen bar eating. Eira, what’s wrong?

His concern alerted Shva’sika, who rushed over to me. Laz, what is it?

I’m… I’m not sure… I took a deep breath as the sensation worsened. Something… isn’t right.

Do you need me to call Azriel back? I doubt he’ll mind com—

I shook my head. It’s not that. It’s… something else.

My eyes widened when sudden pain shot through me. I screamed and my body jerked as if it were trying to get away from the pained areas. Shva’sika and Raikidan jumped and stared at me in shock, and Ryoko rushed over to me from her position on the couch. Laz!

I cringed as more pain shot through me. It’s… it’s Rylan…

Laz, what’s going on? Ryoko demanded. What’s wrong with Rylan?

I screamed in agony again instead of replying. I wasn’t even sure if I could say what was going on even if I hadn’t screamed. I had never felt this kind of pain from our bond. Seda, Raid, and Genesis rushed into the room just as Raikidan ran over to the couch. I squeezed my eyes shut as another spasm of pain rushed through me.

Rylan’s been caught, Seda informed. We need to get to him now.

But what’s going on with Laz? Shva’sika asked.

The bond she and Rylan share allows them to be aware of each other’s presence, as well as how they’re feeling. Unfortunately, in her weakened state, Laz has more than just awareness. She’s experiencing his pain.

Ryoko’s hands flew up to her mouth. They’re torturing him?

Seda nodded. I need all of you to come with me. We’re going to need everyone on this, including you, Shva’sika, and you, Corliss.

But what about Laz? Ryoko asked. She can’t be left alone in this state.

I’ll be watching her, Genesis said. Now, get going.

Shva’sika and Ryoko looked at me in concern before leaving, but Raikidan didn’t move away. Instead, he did the opposite. He sat down next to me, and I would have sighed had I not been cringing in pain. He had no intention of leaving, and I couldn’t understand the flip-flop actions.

His intentions are shrouded in darkness. Don’t trust him.

Rai… go with them. He stared at me. They need… you… and the sooner—I cringed as a painful spasm shot up my spine—the sooner you get Rylan… the sooner I’ll be okay.

Raikidan hesitated, and I touched his arm only to spasm again and startle him. Genesis knelt next to him. Raikidan, go with them. I can handle this. They need you more right now.

Raikidan’s eyes shifted between us several times as if he was trying to calculate the best choice. Eventually, he made up his mind and joined the others.

Ryoko, can you grab something Rylan has worn recently? Raid asked her. I might need to use it if Seda can’t locate him.

Yeah, I’ll grab his work shirt.

I closed my eyes and tried to will the pain away. I hoped it might help Rylan too, but I doubted it would help either of us. As my body spasmed and cringed, I listened to everyone leave. It was quiet now, except for Genesis’ quiet breathing.

I cringed in pain, but this time I forced myself to roll over as I coughed up blood. Genesis offered me a towel when my fit ended. Here. Seda told me you might need this.

Thank you, I rasped as I took it.

Eira… I’m… I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have sent him out to do this, knowing you weren’t feeling well.

Gen, it’s all right. You didn’t know it would… end up like this. Hell, I didn’t even know I could feel… this kind of pain from the bond.

I shouldn’t have asked you to rekindle the bond when you returned to us back in the spring. I never imagined this could happen. I didn’t think to ask what it really meant for you two to have it, and for that, I’m sorry.

Gen, I told you… it’s all right.

She shook her head. I’m just trying to be useful. I’m not like you guys. I don’t have any real skills. I can’t even use my necromantic skills properly, given the chance. I can only look at offered assignments and determine if all of you would be good at them or how beneficial they’d be to pursue. I didn’t even want to take this one, since you were the best choice, but no other team would take it, and completing it would really help us. That’s why Rylan offered. He overheard me talking to myself about it.

I frowned. That would explain why he went alone. Gen, listen… to me. You are useful. You choose… the best assignments for us. You take all the heat… if we mess up. You have to deal with the rest of the Council and discuss… with them what you all believe… is right for us as a whole. Genesis gazed at me with curious eyes. Just because you’re not… doing the same stuff as us, doesn’t mean you’re not pulling your own weight. Even Shva’sika and Zane pull their own type of weight, even though they don’t… normally join us on assignments.

She sighed and focused her eyes on the floor, the conflict raging inside her evident. I didn’t see why she wanted to be in the thick of the battle. It wasn’t anything great, or glorious for that matter.

Maybe if I could connect with her in some way, I could figure her out. Gen, can you explain your abilities… better to me? You’ve always… skirted around an explanation.

Well, that’s because I’m not sure how to describe it in a way others can understand.

I talk to dead people. If anyone… will understand, it’s me.

She giggled. I supposed you’re right. Well, the ability is rare and is a naturally-occurring skill. It allows me control over bodiless souls, like the way you have control over fire. Some books have touched on it, though they don’t delve deep into it, but necromancy is believed to be similar to elemental control.

Thank you… for being open… with me, I said. That isn’t… an ability that should be taken lightly. Be aware of that. But if that is something you can do… then maybe I can come up with something that will make you feel useful. I chuckled. But as a shaman, I can’t… be fully supportive of such… a skill and what I come up with will not utilize said skill. And trust me… we appreciate you dealing with the rest of the Council… like you do. They’re not exactly… the easiest people to deal with. Now, do you mind helping me to my room? I think… it’d be best if I rest in there.

She nodded. Sure.

I cringed as she helped me up. She continued to apologize to me, even though she wasn’t the source of my pain. Moving was actually helping in some way. We were almost to my room when Genesis gasped and her presence left me. I turned as best as I could, only to see her tossed away from me like a ragdoll and her assailant coming at me.

He grabbed me by the throat and slammed me against the wall. My eyes widened when I realize our assailant was the man who burned down the club.

You fucking bitch. You ruined everything! he growled. I choked and struggled, but he had too tight of a hold on me. The shamans foiled our first infiltration. But we used it to our advantage. While the military was busy following loose ends and false trails, we spent time weaseling our way into the military. We spent so much energy proving our fake loyalty so we could get the information we needed. So much time you just tore apart!

You shouldn’t have… burned down… my club.

Let her go! Genesis screamed. She tried to attack him but he grabbed her and threw her against the adjacent wall. She hit it with a sickening thud and slid to the floor.

The man’s grip tightened. You’re going to regret getting me thrown in jail. You’re going to regret—

You’re going to regret hurting her!

The man was pulled away from me and thrown into the TV. I slid to the floor and weakly looked up to see Raikidan taking a protective stance in front of me. Someone knelt next to me and I lifted my gaze to see Corliss. My head hurt, and I was so confused. What were they doing here?

C’mon. Corliss helped me up. We need to get you and Genesis somewhere safe. We don’t need Raikidan accidentally hurting either of you as well.

I nodded and shuffled my way into my room, Corliss guiding me. He left to retrieve Genesis. I gave her a once over when he placed her unconscious body on my bed. I was concerned Genesis may have been right in some way. She really had been useless. She hadn’t been able to defend herself or make a decent attempt at saving me.

She’s going to be okay, Corliss said. I nodded, turning my focus on the shut bedroom door. He chuckled. Raikidan is going to be fine too. I slid off the bed and grabbed a dagger. Whoa, you’re in no shape to help him.

I held out the weapon to him and coughed a few times. Not for me. Give it to Raikidan.

Corliss nodded. It might be too late now, but we’ll see.

I sat back down on the bed when he left, and I waited. There was nothing else to do, except cough up my lungs some more, and I was getting tired of that. I checked Genesis to make sure she was still doing all right, and I waited some more. I couldn’t hear what was going on out in the living room, which was weird. It was like nothing was happening out there.

I looked at the door when it finally opened. My brow twisted when Azriel strolled in, the two dragons behind him. Before you ask, Seda told me something was up, so I came by to check on you. I haven’t been here long.

I nodded and pointed to Genesis. He’d give me flack if I tried to talk. I watched Azriel checked Genesis over and nearly jumped out of my skin when someone gently touched my neck.

Easy, Raikidan murmured. I’m just checking.

I remained still so he wouldn’t hurt me. My neck was tender from the attack, and if he or I made a wrong move, it was going to hurt more.

Don’t let him touch you. He’s not safe.

Genesis is going to be all right, so I’m going to go wait in the living room until the military gets here to clean up the mess we have in there, Azriel informed.

Why isn’t he insisting on checking on me? That wasn’t like him. Sure, Raikidan was just finishing his check, but he was no medic, or healer. He was acting weird again. Both of them are.

Raikidan brushed my bangs, getting my attention. You should rest. You look to be in far less pain so you may be able to get some.

I took a moment to feel out the bond and found he was right. It had returned to its normal state. The incident had distracted me from the pain the bond had caused, keeping me from realizing when Rylan had finally been rescued.

I yawned loudly and then grabbed my neck when it throbbed with pain. I needed a lot of rest. I knew the soldiers would want to talk to me when they got here, and if Genesis was conscious by then, they’d want to talk with her as well. Laying down, I yawned once more before settling down for what I hoped would be a restful sleep. Raikidan rested his hand on my head briefly before leaving us to rest.

I exhaled and listened as the soldiers finally left. They had reamed me with questions on what happened to make sure my story was right, and now my head hurt. They had even drilled Genesis unnecessarily when she