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Finding The Rainbow Paperback – May 26, 2015
- Print length176 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherVanguard Press
- Publication dateMay 26, 2015
- Dimensions5.24 x 0.38 x 7.99 inches
- ISBN-101784650447
- ISBN-13978-1784650445
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"...McGrath, has written an emotive account of her experiences of infertility, loss, desire, emotional and physical pain, but most of all her inner strength shines through, which helps her to recover from every setback with a positive attitude. This account will touch a chord with anyone who has been through similar experiences and Rachel's determination and bravery will be an encouragement and inspiration..."
Reader's Favourite 5* Review by Jack Magnus
"...McGrath skillfully weaves the story of their reaching out for the Rainbow Child into a most compelling true-life story. Finding the Rainbow is highly recommended..."
Readers Favourite 5* Review by Roy T James
"...I can't wait for the sequel. This is an excellent read with a moving narrative...."
Lizzylovesbooks.com 5* Review
"... McGrath's book is an eye opener - both heart wrenching and heart warming, she speaks with eloquence and honesty..."
WINNER - The People's Book Prize (Sept 2015) - acclaimedbooks.com/finding-the-rainbow/
From the Author
Growing up, I would often dream of my future; getting married to my handsome 'someone', and starting a family. Such dreams were built-in through natural instinct, family and custom. Recently I found the personal and private diary I kept at the age of sixteen. Through pages of teenage angst, school cliques and social dramas, it also detailed fantasies of my adulthood. It told of my dreams of a 'tall dark handsome' man who would sweep me off my feet in the most romantic way; we would marry and have children, living the fairytale ending! Whilst perhaps this was a little exaggerated, I always held on to deep aspirations to have my own children.
Imagine if suddenly, those dreams of becoming a mother may never come true...
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Product details
- Publisher : Vanguard Press
- Publication date : May 26, 2015
- Language : English
- Print length : 176 pages
- ISBN-10 : 1784650447
- ISBN-13 : 978-1784650445
- Item Weight : 6.7 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.24 x 0.38 x 7.99 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #5,157 in Pregnancy & Childbirth (Books)
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About the author

Winner - People's Book Prize (2016 Annual Award for Non Fiction) - Finding the Rainbow
Winner - Reader's Favourite Honorary Mention 2016 - Finding the Rainbow
Winner - Pinnacle Book Awards (Women's Interest) - Finding the Rainbow
Winner - People's Book Award (September 2015) - Finding the Rainbow
Solo Medalist Winner - New Apple eBook Awards 2016 - Mud on your Face
Finalist - Reader's Favourite Awards 2016 - Mud on your Face
Voted in the Top 50 Self Published Books Worth Reading
- Mud on Your Face (ranked number 8)
- Tortured Minds (ranked number 12)
One of my primary ambitions as a young girl was to become a writer. I've always enjoyed putting words to paper. Creating fantastical stories in my head and then watching them translate into short stories or poems, or sometimes just writing about my thoughts and feelings throughout the most crucial stages of my life, as a way of capturing my emotions at that point of time. Whichever, the written word has always enthralled me, helped me find solace and been my constant diversion from reality.
My first book, Finding the Rainbow is my personal memoir, detailing our passage towards family planning, I was full of hope and excitement for something I was confident would be a sure path. I was so naïve to the struggles that many women face, and conceitedly, infertility or loss was not something I fathomed would happen to me. It was an unspoken grief that many of my friends had already experienced, yet no one openly voiced. It was only after the fact, often when good news finally prevailed, or sadly when hope was lost, that stories were shared. But only sometimes!
I have since published several children's fiction and adult fiction stories. I will continue writing more in the future.
www.rachelmcgrath.net
REVIEWS for FINDING THE RAINBOW:
"... this book is read in an afternoon, like chatting with a good friend over café, the dialogue flows freely without censorship, making the story authentic and raw..." Review by http://www.borntosucceed.com.au
"...The author's honesty and openness really brought home the desperate pain people in this situation must be feeling, no matter how they appear to the outside world..." Lady Sara's Book Blog
"...a greatly written novel..." Reviews by Paige
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Customers find this memoir deeply personal and well-written, with one describing it as poignant without being maudlin. Moreover, the book is informative, particularly in its discussion of first trimester miscarriage, and customers appreciate the author's courage and honesty. Additionally, they praise its readability and touching nature.
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Customers find the memoir deeply personal and emotionally engaging, with one customer noting it's poignant without being maudlin.
"...It felt very honest, emotional and touching but didn't wander too deep into the abyss for me as a reader which made it quite endearing...." Read more
"...recommendations for it and then I would have missed one of the most touching stories I've encountered for a long time...." Read more
"...McGrath wrote her story in a vivid, personal and educational prose that does not make you feel uncomfortable or lost in medical jargon...." Read more
"...It was comforting beyond words to read excerpts that could have been pages of my diary - had I kept one that is...." Read more
Customers find the book well-written and easy to read, with one customer particularly appreciating the author's writing style and thought process.
"...They are right. The book is written with such skill and clarity that readers are right there, and witness moments of exhilaration, grief and recovery..." Read more
"...It is an emotional read, but very informative. McGrath’s writing style is engaging, and you really connect to her on spiritual level...." Read more
"This was a decent read, but a little unsettling. I think she pretty much said everything we are all thinking and has hope in her heart...." Read more
"...The book was well-written and I read it all in one sitting because it was so interesting...." Read more
Customers find the book informative, particularly appreciating its discussion of first trimester miscarriage.
"...It is informative and at times difficult but interspersed with such clever touches that I really enjoyed this book...." Read more
"...McGrath wrote her story in a vivid, personal and educational prose that does not make you feel uncomfortable or lost in medical jargon...." Read more
"...In short, this informative read is an easy guide to being supportive of your friends or forming your own reality checks in your personal journey." Read more
"...And that is what makes this a very positive and uplifting read." Read more
Customers admire the author's courage and strength, with one describing it as a triumph of the human spirit.
"...McGrath is a very courageous and strong woman. I highly recommend this book." Read more
"...Rachel McGrath is a woman of great courage and strength. I admire her for speaking out...." Read more
"...of sadness, anger and loss in this story, but also perseverance and courage...." Read more
"This is a courageous, deeply personal account of the heartache of miscarriage and how conceiving a child – what can be a source of great joy for..." Read more
Customers find the book to be a great read.
"A wrenching story to tell, yet Rachel McGrath does it superbly well in Finding the Rainbow, a story about her unfruitful trials of giving birth to a..." Read more
"...This book was a great read as I've experienced six losses myself and can relate to her!..." Read more
"An exceptional book, that follows one woman's journey with recurrent miscarriage...." Read more
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Customers appreciate the authenticity of the book.
"...The book itself is honest and heart wrenching, but I was fully entranced rooting for her and her husband and their trials...." Read more
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Customers find the book touching, with one describing it as exquisite and gentle.
"...It felt very honest, emotional and touching but didn't wander too deep into the abyss for me as a reader which made it quite endearing...." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on September 2, 2015Hats off to a writer with the courage to share such a deeply personal memoir. Here Rachel gives account of her attempts to conceive and the resultant multiple miscarriages, as well as the heartbreak and trauma along the way. It felt very honest, emotional and touching but didn't wander too deep into the abyss for me as a reader which made it quite endearing. Perhaps it was the structure, short chapters keeping my attention, sometimes it was simply the positivity humour and hope. Near the end there are chapters called 'no rain no rainbow' and over the rainbow which I think reflects the character of the writer very well indeed. It is informative and at times difficult but interspersed with such clever touches that I really enjoyed this book. Struggling to conceive, people inevitably seek advice and information from a variety of sources. One chapter gets this really well - what did Google say... Need I say more. I never read other reviews before I write mine, but here I was tempted to look at reviewers names and as I suspected, I could only directly figure one male review. There may be more as it can be hard to tell. The title cover and subject matter, no doubt contribute to the gender bias in readership but I would encourage male readers to dip their toe in here also. I for one, read this book in a twenty four hour period which in itself is a big compliment. Not my usual read for sure but all the more deserving of 5 stars for that very reason. Well done Rachel McGrath.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 13, 2015I am so glad this book came my way. I might have skipped reading it if I'd not seen recommendations for it and then I would have missed one of the most touching stories I've encountered for a long time.
Finding The Rainbow by Rachel McGrath is an exquisitely touching and beautifully written memoir that would appeal to a wide readership, not only to husbands and wives who have shared similar experiences.
Other reviewers have mentioned the honesty as one of the major features of this well-told story. They are right. The book is written with such skill and clarity that readers are right there, and witness moments of exhilaration, grief and recovery. The positive mental attitudes and capacity to love by the author and her husband shine through this story elegance and poise.
You mill not find the best love stories in the romance section, nor the best dramas in the crime or action and adventure category. Nothing surpasses an honestly told human story that shows the power of human resilience to triumph whatever the odds you are up against. I am so pleased that I found this book. It's a classic in its field, and not one to easily forget. I highly recommend, Finding The Rainbow.
- Reviewed in the United States on August 7, 2015The Rainbow, by Rachel McGrath, is a moving account of the author’s journey for a child. It takes courage to put pen to paper, and I commend Rachel McGrath’s courage to write so openly about her experience. It is an emotional read, but very informative. McGrath’s writing style is engaging, and you really connect to her on spiritual level. McGrath wrote her story in a vivid, personal and educational prose that does not make you feel uncomfortable or lost in medical jargon. I do not know anyone who is battling like McGrath, but her book gave me an understanding on how to be supportive.
Honestly, I feel that “The Rainbow” is a gift for those who are going through the same battle and feel alienated. McGrath is a very courageous and strong woman. I highly recommend this book.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 11, 2015Finding the Rainbow was an interesting tale. A story about the author's personal struggles, I was immediately taken in by her journey and thoughts from when she was young and not ready to settle, to where the story ends, several years later and still in the midst of her struggle. It was fascinating to see the process one goes through in regards to becoming pregnant especially if there is a struggle. I will admit to being very frustrated with our narrator when she seemed to not heed the words of others and then found herself in those same predicaments. And her obsession with the Internet and all that it offered made me a little batty too. I wanted to yell, "the Web doesn't know everything!" But I imagine that's part of a good storyteller. I was invested. This wasn't a usual read for me, but it was definitely eye-opening and highly engaging.
- Reviewed in the United States on August 17, 2015This was a decent read, but a little unsettling. I think she pretty much said everything we are all thinking and has hope in her heart. However, at the time I read it, I needed more of a hopeful and uplifting read. This was definitely not it. Thanks for the honesty, though.
- Reviewed in the United States on August 3, 2015A wrenching story to tell, yet Rachel McGrath does it superbly well in Finding the Rainbow, a story about her unfruitful trials of giving birth to a healthy baby.
I guess many of us never realize the problem this can become for some women. Oh, we hear and read about their difficulties, know about the fertility clinics and the ongoing heartbreak of those who can’t conceive. Yet, we never fully measure the length of their ordeal, or the dark, difficult days that blend into one and other, be it a holiday or another birthday round the bend.
Of course, each child is a reminder of the family they cannot have. Of course, one goes on with career goals and favorite vacation plans, yet the shadow of being infertile hangs over all outings with gloom and forbiddance
What is sadder is the fact this story doesn’t render any outcome. So many decisions can be taken to ease the gaping motherhood void these days. With all the wonderful technology out there, viable solutions exist and McGrath recognizes them. Let’s see if she follows up with another telltale story, this time, in the form of a solution or two to ring in the dawn of a new beginning. Here’s hoping.
A wrenching story to tell, yet Rachel McGrath does it superbly well in Finding the Rainbow, a story about her unfruitful trials of giving birth to a healthy baby.
I guess many of us never realize the problem this can become for some women. Oh, we hear and read about their difficulties, know about the fertility clinics and the ongoing heartbreak of those who can’t conceive. Yet, we never fully measure the length of their ordeal, or the dark, difficult days that blend into one and other, be it a holiday or another birthday round the bend.
Of course, each child is a reminder of the family they cannot have. Of course, one goes on with career goals and favorite vacation plans, yet the shadow of being infertile hangs over all outings with gloom and forbiddance
What is sadder is the fact this story doesn’t render any outcome. So many decisions can be taken to ease the gaping motherhood void these days. With all the wonderful technology out there, viable solutions exist and McGrath recognizes them. Let’s see if she follows up with another telltale story, this time, in the form of a solution or two to ring in the dawn of a new beginning. Here’s hoping.
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- Amazon CustomerReviewed in Canada on May 7, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Heartfelt and Moving
In this touching story of one couple's struggles to have a successful pregnancy. Rachel’s character and faith are remarkable as she faces a battle no woman should have to face. I’m certain this book would bring comfort to many women who are also having a difficult time with pregnancy. People often figure when they decide to have a baby, they will have a baby. They don't often give consideration to the fact that it may not be so simple. There are many couples like the author and her husband who endure great hardship while trying to have their first child. This book will help others to know they are not alone in these struggles. It will also help us all to understand how we can and should be more compassionate to couples. When we talk to childless couples we often ask questions like "when are you going to have kids?" While these questions may seem innocent to us, they can be insensitive even hurtful to the couple if they are trying or have been trying to conceive. We just never know the struggles people have in their private lives and this book helps to remind us all that a little sensitivity and compassion goes a long way. Finding the Rainbow by Rachel McGrath is a well written memoir. The author does a good job at communicating the realness and emotions she experienced during a very difficult time in her life.
- IreneReviewed in France on August 14, 2015
4.0 out of 5 stars A story that needs to be told and heard.
If miscarriage and infertility have been part of your life's journey (or that of close ones around you), this is an absolute must-read.
I could so relate to Rachel's story - which was like a warm friend sharing with you, and that's very helpful in seeing your own journey from a distance and processing it in a gentle, accessible way. We tend to harden up, get on with our lives, but by finding compassion for Rachel, you feel it for yourself and your journey too which is important. The world also needs to know about this hidden life. Very helpful for family and friends who'd like to know what it's like.
- BillReviewed in the United Kingdom on September 3, 2015
5.0 out of 5 stars I enjoyed reading this book despite fundamentally finding it sad to ...
This is a true story about the author's attempts to have a child. It is a difficult journey and she has 4 miscarriages and by the end of the book has still not managed to have the baby she so desires. I am the proud father of 8 children and have only experienced 1 miscarriage by which time I already had 5 children so my personal experience of what the author has had to go through is miniscule.
I enjoyed reading this book despite fundamentally finding it sad to read what the author has experienced. I think the author's indomitable spirit and recognition many other facets of her life were blessed, stopped the book from becoming depressive. The story is certainly told well and would make good reading for health professionals, who could be reminded that for every individual they meet experiencing these problems, it is the most important thing happening in their life at that moment. They are not just another number to process through scans and consultations.
The book is a very honest account of the author's experiences and certainly had me gripped from start to finish. A book that will appeal to all women but as a man I still enjoyed.
Like I am sure millions of others, I would like to offer one true story that perhaps gives hope to those struggling to have children. My aunt and uncle tried for 10 years to have a child and experienced several miscarriages but I'm not sure how many. They then gave up and adopted a girl. Over the next 5 years they had 3 children naturally!
I wish the author all the best wherever life takes her.
- KathlenReviewed in Australia on June 26, 2015
5.0 out of 5 stars The introduction to this text invites the reader to be ...
The introduction to this text invites the reader to be part of a personal experience in a very sincere and straightforward way. McGrath’s style is relaxed but not overly so. She writes well, engaging the reader from her first “brief word” chapter in this account of how a mature thirty-odd year old woman came to understand the impact of not being able to carry a child to full term. There is more to the author’s story, of course, than just the pain of losing a foetus: the growth of a strong, loving relationship with her husband and the emphasis placed on the support of family and friends enhance the narrative. In many ways, the earlier sections of the book where there is a description of different facets of the author’s life are an enjoyable read. The female reader hears the voice of someone she knows, or could have been in these sections, where the catchy chapter titles such as “Big girls don’t cry” increase this sense of empathy with McGrath.
For this female reader, probably of the same vintage as the author’s mother, the second half of the book was where I disengaged. Possibly this was because the details were so unfamiliar to me, or because the author’s determination to “tell it as it was”, even if in quite a brisk, smoothly flowing style, disengaged me. That would most probably not be the reaction of a younger reader, who can identify with the physical and emotional details, or picture herself in conversation with a husband when reading McGrath’s dialogue. Having said that, I think this book has authenticity. It is not telling the reader how to deal with infertility or lost babies, or barriers to pregnancy. McGrath wants the reader to understand that falling pregnant and having a child should not be underestimated. Therefore, the reader with most to gain from this book is probably a woman of child-bearing age or someone who faced similar difficulties but did not have the courage nor the literary ability to write such a readable account as McGrath. It would be interesting to consider the impact the author may have if or when she fictionalizes this kind of authentic experience and allows her writing to take her beyond the personal.
Dr Patsy Norton
- Skye Leah CollettReviewed in Australia on March 22, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Honest, deeply moving and inspirational. A must read!!!
Finding the Rainbow, a memoir styled novel is a depiction of love, loss, heartbreak and strength, ultimately reminding us that life goes on even in the darkest times. Rachel McGraths honest, deeply moving and at times matter of fact story telling is heartfelt. Presenting the details of her journey with raw emotion and a conviction of personal faith and optimism, bringing the reader to admirably believe in the remarkability of this young woman. An evolving narrative, detailing a relationship built strongly on foundations of communication and support and love for one another, continues into a devoted family unit, experiencing crushing disappointment time after time on their path to a home thriving with children.
The theme of early loss through miscarriage is one that many can remain virtually oblivious to. A bereavement that isn’t often shared or talked about openly, grief and disappointment altering the ability to receive comfort as the healing process continues in solitude.The impacts on a carefully thought out future, on a partnership dedicated to expanding, is demonstrated to be understandably all encompassing. The healing and ongoing uncertainty of parenthood and achieving a lifelong ambition for many may not be an experience most can visualise, however the subtle humour, and relatability of the authors insecurities and genuine health complications is beautifully and engagingly delivered. This story remained with me for some time after I had finished the final touching words.