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In an Instant Kindle Edition
An Amazon Charts bestseller.
A deeply moving story of carrying on even when it seems impossible.
Life is over in an instant for sixteen-year-old Finn Miller when a devastating car accident tumbles her and ten others over the side of a mountain. Suspended between worlds, she watches helplessly as those she loves struggle to survive.
Impossible choices are made, decisions that leave the survivors tormented with grief and regret. Unable to let go, Finn keeps vigil as they struggle to reclaim their shattered lives. Jack, her father, who seeks vengeance against the one person he can blame other than himself; her best friend, Mo, who bravely searches for the truth as the story of their survival is rewritten; her sister Chloe, who knows Finn lingers and yearns to join her; and her mother, Ann, who saved them all but is haunted by her decisions. Finn needs to move on, but how can she with her family still in pieces?
Heartrending yet ultimately redemptive, In an Instant is a story about the power of love, the meaning of family, and carrying on…even when it seems impossible.
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherLake Union Publishing
- Publication dateMarch 1, 2020
- File size4.6 MB
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Editorial Reviews
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A 2020 Goodreads Choice Awards Semifinalist: Best Fiction
“The characters are sensitively portrayed, as is their recovery, and the hopeful ending is realistic. Readers of domestic dramas will be enthralled.” —Booklist
“Suzanne Redfearn’s In an Instant (2019) is a remarkable book, which manages to be fast-paced and easily accessible to the casual reader, yet deeply satisfying and perceptive, providing insight into the nature of grief and loss…” —The Albuquerque Journal
“Suzanne Redfearn’s latest is a wonder. A thoughtful exploration of life, death, and the world in between, In an Instant is a powerful and poignant read.” —Mary Kubica, New York Times and USA Today bestselling author
“In an Instant begins as an action-packed tale of survival that is positively addictive; then it digs deep into an emotional and thought-provoking exploration of our humanity and what it means to make difficult moral choices in the most harrowing of circumstances. Redfearn tackles it all brilliantly and compassionately in this mesmerizing and wondrous novel. It’s a triumph on every level, and I absolutely loved it.” —USA Today bestselling author Julianne MacLean
“When a sudden car accident shatters a family, they’re left to pick up the pieces while trying to solve the mystery of just what happened that night. Redfearn deftly pivots from character to character in this multiple-points-of-view narrative, unraveling the past and weaving together a new future for the family. In an Instant is sure to please fans of The Lovely Bones and Big Little Lies.” —Catherine McKenzie, bestselling author of The Good Liar and Hidden
“Suzanne Redfearn’s In an Instant is part ghost story, part love letter to a family in crisis after a devastating accident in the midst of a brutal snowstorm. This cleverly crafted novel chronicles a heartbreaking journey from grief and despair to one of acceptance, forgiveness, and ultimately hope. Through Redfearn’s luminous prose, In an Instant succeeds in building an unforgettable portrait of human frailty and strength in the face of unfathomable loss.” —Heather Gudenkauf, New York Times bestselling author of The Weight of Silence and Before She Was Found
“In an Instant is a triumph! When tragedy strikes, two families are thrown into chaos as the lines of morality are blurred. Redfearn handles a family’s shock and grief with the perfect balance of empathy and hope and will have you contemplating what really lies underneath the shiny veneer of those closest to you. Make In an Instant your first read of 2020.” —Liz Fenton and Lisa Steinke, bestselling authors of Girls’ Night Out
“Breathtaking, compelling, heart stopping, and original. An utter page turner—I couldn’t put the book down. I highly recommend this unforgettable story. Kudos to Suzanne Redfearn.” —Jane Porter, New York Times and USA Today bestselling author
“Told in gripping prose, In an Instant is both an addictive, suspenseful read and a thoughtful exploration of what each of us would do in a time of intense trauma. Redfearn’s characters are so real and the plot so mesmerizing I couldn’t think about anything else. A must for book clubs!” —Anita Hughes, author of Rome in Love and Christmas in Vermont
“Suzanne Redfearn’s latest, In an Instant, is a captivating, heartbreaking, but ultimately uplifting novel about a family’s devastating tragedy and its aftermath. Reminiscent of The Lovely Bones, the story is told by sixteen-year-old Finn, who struggles to find closure for herself while watching her loved ones do the same. Redfearn deftly explores those split-second decisions that can alter our destinies and the guilt we hold on to, despite our need to let go. In an Instant reminds us what it is to be human—vulnerable, fallible, and also resilient and triumphant when we face our challenges with unity and love.” —Janis Thomas, bestselling author of What Remains True and All That’s Left of Me
“In the wake of a tragic car accident, the survivors are forced to make unimaginable choices in desperation to survive, spiraling into a heart-wrenching journey to live with those same choices afterward, forever haunting the ones they love and perceptions of self. Told through the perspective of a teenage girl whose life is cut short—her desperation to be alive and connected to her family is a reminder of how fragile the things we take for granted truly are. Suzanne Redfearn’s In an Instant will make you thankful for every breath you take.” —Kristin Fields, author of A Lily in the Light
From the Publisher
After a tragic accident sends a van of eleven people over the side of a cliff in a snowstorm, sixteen-year-old Finn’s too-short life ends abruptly. Lingering between this world and the next, she watches as her family and friends struggle to survive, and following the rescue, how they then struggle to live with decisions they made in a life-or-death situation.
Redfearn’s beautifully authentic character development completely won me over. Finn is bursting with life and energy and infectious faith. She wants so badly for her family and friends to be OK, and for her memory to be a happy one—and as a reader, I needed those things desperately as well. I turned each page with my heart in my throat, finding myself cycling through intense feelings of grief, then anger, then joy, then sadness, and finally hope.
Hope that the world is in fact a good place, and that even though people make bad choices, ultimately most of us are good too. Hope that there is forgiveness and connection to be found if only we are willing to seek them. Hope that even though life (and this story) aren’t tied up neatly with a pretty bow, closure and peace and second chances are possible.
- Alicia Clancy, Editor
About the Author
Suzanne Redfearn is the award-winning author of three novels: Hush Little Baby, No Ordinary Life, and In an Instant. In addition to being an author, she’s also an architect specializing in residential and commercial design. She lives in Laguna Beach, California, where she and her husband own two restaurants: Lumberyard and Slice Pizza and Beer. You can find her at her website, www.SuzanneRedfearn.com, on Facebook at SuzanneRedfearnAuthor, or on Twitter @SuzanneRedfearn.
Product details
- ASIN : B07NVD1276
- Publisher : Lake Union Publishing
- Accessibility : Learn more
- Publication date : March 1, 2020
- Language : English
- File size : 4.6 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 333 pages
- ISBN-13 : 978-1542006590
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Best Sellers Rank: #2,965 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #36 in Women's Literary Fiction
- #42 in Coming of Age Fiction (Kindle Store)
- #77 in Women's Friendship Fiction
- Customer Reviews:
About the author

Suzanne Redfearn is the award-winning and bestselling author of six novels. Her newest novel, "Where Butterflies Wander" is about an unexpected journey of healing after a horrible family tragedy.
"In an Instant" published in 2020 was an Amazon #1 bestseller as well as a Goodreads Choice Awards Finalist. It was named Best New Fiction from Best Book Awards and has been translated into twenty-four different languages.
Her work has also been recognized by RT Reviews, Target Recommends, Publisher’s Marketplace, and Kirkus Reviews.
A former architect, Suzanne lives in Laguna Beach, California, where she and her husband own two restaurants: Lumberyard and Slice Pizza & Beer.
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Customers find this book compelling and thought-provoking, with an engaging writing style that draws readers in from the start and keeps them reading until the very end. The story is heartwrenching, filled with emotions and grief, while the characters are well-developed, with one customer noting how they deal with loss differently. Customers describe it as a heartwarming tale of love and friendship that's almost impossible to put down.
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Customers find the book highly readable, with several noting it's a must-read, and one customer describing it as compelling.
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- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2025In an Instant is a beautifully written novel that offers a unique perspective by narrating the story through Finn, even after her death. This approach provides profound insights into the experiences of those left behind, capturing their grief, guilt, and resilience in the aftermath of tragedy. The character development is exceptional, with each individual’s journey thoughtfully explored, allowing readers to connect deeply with their struggles and growth.
The inclusion of the author’s note and discussion questions at the end enriches the reading experience, offering context and prompting meaningful reflection. These additions make the book an excellent choice for book clubs or classroom discussions.
I believe this novel is particularly suitable for readers aged 12 and up, as it encourages the development of emotional intelligence and empathy. It challenges readers to consider complex moral dilemmas and the impact of split-second decisions, making it a compelling and thought-provoking read for young adults and adults alike.
Absolutely recommend!!!
- Reviewed in the United States on March 2, 2025"Are we born with our strength? If so, then should we condemn those who don't have it?"
A family trip gone wrong. An awful accident in a blizzard. The fight for survival is put to the test in this moral pushing thriller. Told by a unique point of view of someone who is a fly on the wall, Finn, misses nothing as she watches her family struggle with surviving, grief, anger, betrayal, love, and jealousy.
This story was not what I expected going into it. I will say that I did not read the synopsis so one of the plot 'twists' for me wasn't really a plot twist. This novel had an interesting perspective of the aftermath of a tragedy. It isn't very often that a thriller makes me tear up but this one certainly did. The story is medium paced and written clearly and concise. At the same time, it is also thought-provoking.
I would recommend this novel for anyone who loves survival stories and can appreciate character growth. I think this novel was very well written and I will read more book by the author.
- Reviewed in the United States on May 30, 2025I absolutely loved this book. I loved her use of the character Finn being able to see (and tell) what everyone else was doing. I read this in 3 days, because I couldn't put it down.
- Reviewed in the United States on May 26, 2025A wonderfully written story about how we all are more than one thing, one perspective and mostly do the best we can. I, for one, believe the souls of others touch us every day.
- Reviewed in the United States on May 18, 2025Loved this story not only because of the storyline, but I can relate to all the places in the story, having lived in each area for years. Makes me homesick for when Ca. was a great place.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 11, 2025I appreciated the perspective this book offered, illustrating how traumatic events can skew our black and white world into gray. The protagonist’s after-life observations bordered cheesiness though and detracted from its authenticity.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 2, 2025In an instant, everything can change!
The book explores the impact of a car accident on a family, the power of love, and the importance of family, even when it seems impossible to carry on.
It's been a while since I've read a book in one sitting. The author delivers all the feels: happiness, sadness, hopefulness, anger, grief, betrayal, love, hate, and everything in between.
It's a beautiful story that rises from a terrible tragedy and how different everyone's perspective from that fatal night is based on each one's memory. A story of survival, not just from the accident, but also the days/ weeks/ months that follow. You feel (almost) each person's struggles, the difficult choices they make, and the regret and blame that follows.
- Reviewed in the United States on May 18, 2025What a beautiful story. A love story. And tale about courage, bravery, heartbreak, resilience and healing. Engaging characters and LOTS of twists and turns. Highly recommended!
Top reviews from other countries
- jackeyReviewed in Italy on October 22, 2024
2.0 out of 5 stars Only a decent read
The fact that immediately takes you aback and even disappoints you is the choice of a dead person as onniscient narrator: obviously a ghost sees everything from above and knows everything. Too easy! Also, the part of the survival should have been better developed: the idea was good. All the rest is basically a " morality play" based on the central idea of guilt, regret, punishment, redemption, but....Coleridge did it much better. Pity, because the writer has good skills.
- BaibaReviewed in Germany on November 26, 2023
5.0 out of 5 stars 🥹
Beautiful, heartbreaking, sad.
The tragedy happened in the beginning, and it’s the after, how everyone deals with what happened. From a very unexpected and interesting point of view, a psychologically perfect story. I devoured it in one day!
- ESReviewed in India on November 27, 2020
5.0 out of 5 stars Deeply moving
When life get past the impossible it takes time to see the truth and light of the choices.
An emotional read which give you a perspective of life through eyes of a lost life.
Don't miss it.
- WendyReviewed in Canada on February 3, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Survival, Tragedy and Family Love
Well-developed and emotionally-charged "In An Instant” opens when a disastrous camper accident on a snow-covered mountain road kills sixteen-year-old Finn Miller and leaves her father seriously injured. With biting cold winds, snow falling and daylight gone decisions are made that have Finn’s sister Chloe and her boyfriend struggling through the storm looking for help, and when they don’t return her mother Ann and Kyle following them into the night. The Gold family; Finn’s friend Maureen (aka Mo); mentally challenged Oz Miller; and his dog Bingo are left behind to care for the injured Jack and will make tragic life and death decisions that will haunt their lives until the truth of that night is revealed.
Told from sixteen-year-old feisty and stubborn Finn Miller’s perspective, as her spirit lingers on after her death, intensity and suspense escalate not only with the hazardous struggles to find help; the negligence causing a young boy’s death, but also in the decisions made to survive. Yet the most poignant and evocative part of the story lies in the choices made by friends and families who afterwards are guilt-ridden and searching for the truth of that night as they struggle to put the pieces of their lives back together. In a plot filled with anger, guilt, self-loathing, vengeance and lies, judgements will be made that will heal or destroy the lives of those affected. Intriguing with an affair, a search in the mountains, and a friend determined to make the truth known, the story quickly winds flawlessly to a compelling climax.
Among a host of complex and fascinating characters are lawyer and mother Ann Miller who’s determined and relentless in a tough situation but domestically neglectful of her children’s needs; former yacht captain and stay-at-home dad Jack Miller who’s calm and caring until angry and vengeful after the accident; the self-absorbed Bob and Karen Gold; their haughty, self-centered daughter Natalie; overweight, mentally challenged thirteen-year-old Oz Miller; and the eighteen-year-old smart, tough, haunted Chloe Miller. All these personalities and others infuse this plot with emotional tension, heart-provoking power that captures the reader from the first page to the last.
I thoroughly enjoyed “In An Instant” a story of tragedy, survival, and family love.
- Inês ButtrosReviewed in Brazil on April 10, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars In an Instant
This was so good! I cried throughout the whole book. Great characters, my heart aches for all of them. It speaks to the sensitivity and care behind every journey. What a masterclass in writing! Well done, Suzanne Redfearn.