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Losing Adam Kindle Edition

4.4 4.4 out of 5 stars 19 ratings

Winner of the Silver medal (YA category) in the Independent Publisher Book Awards (IPPY). What happens when the person you love most in the world suddenly becomes a stranger?

Adam and Jenny's world is falling apart. Their dream of attending college together away from home quickly becomes a nightmare when Adam begins hearing the voice of the Snow Queen. Adam's startling transformation from popular drama student into a withdrawn, suspicious stranger leaves Jenny frightened and confused. How can the person she loves most in the world suddenly become someone she doesn't recognize? As Adam drifts farther and farther away into the Snow Queen's mysterious world of ice and snow, Jenny believes she must fight to bring him back or risk losing him forever.

Vividly narrated by Adam and Jenny, the struggle to understand the impact of Adam's mental illness, forces both characters on a journey of self-discovery that leads to understanding about life's uncertainty, the power of first love and the pain of letting go. Drawing on elements of The Snow Queen fairy tale, Losing Adam is a unique combination of drama and romance.

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"A well-told and fully-realized story of two young people learning to deal with mental health, with first love gone wrong and with starting over after everything falls apart. Excellent." - Maura Tan, Romantic Intentions Quarterly

From the Author

I have learned so much on the journey of writing Losing Adam, and I will be forever grateful to all the brave men and women who shared their stories with me. Writing about mental illness is difficult, and in telling Adam's story I felt a tremendous responsibility to get it right. I wanted to tell a story that was real and true and captured the experience, not only of the person living with a mental illness, but of the people who love them.  Schizophrenia is a devastating disease and the lives of the people it touches are forever changed.

I believe in the power of stories to bring people together, and most of all, to create empathy and understanding in a world desperately in need of both. I hope
Losing Adam helps people to understand, even a little, what it's like to struggle with mental illness. And even more importantly, I hope that readers who are living with mental illness themselves, feel a connection to Adam and Jenny's story.

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0798VDCYX
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ April 5, 2018
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 415 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 224 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.4 4.4 out of 5 stars 19 ratings

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Adrienne Clarke
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A lover of faerie tales, fantasy and gothic horror, a thread of the mysterious or unexpected runs through all my work. My dream is to find readers who will gather round and let me tell them stories that will become a part of their life the way they have become a part of mine.

My short fiction has appeared in numerous publications including, The Storyteller, A Fly in Amber, New Plains Review, Silly Tree Anthologies, and in the e-zines Les Bonnes Fees, The Devilfish Review, Rose Red Review and The Long Island Literary Journal. My YA novel, Losing Adam, garnered a silver medal in the Independent Publisher Book Awards and was selected as a finalist in the Eric Hoffer Book Awards.

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"I don't think fairy tales are simple. We might think they're just about happy endings, but it's their darker elements that make them so compelling. Reading them changes us. Once you've broken through the wall of thorns, bitten the poisoned apple, or donned that pair of glass slippers, you're never quite the same. Suddenly, you see the world full of light and shadow."Never has a more eloquently story been told and I feel blessed for having read it. This tale is told via two points of view; Adam and Jenny, which made the storyline more powerful and mesmerizing. We are granted front row seats to a beautiful love story and the effects of mental illness and we bear witness to the emotional turmoil and even the devastation that occurs, not only with the person who is diagnosed but also by the ones whom they love. I was a bit put off by Jenny at times as she demonstrated some selfishness but I kept coming back to the fact that this young girl was for all points and purposes in her first relationship; Adam is her first true love.I loved how the author incorporated the use of the Snow Queen here as Adam was caught up in that deep, cold desolated void not being able to comprehend what he was truly experiencing until later on in the story. I was so fascinated with this story and beautiful characters that I read this in one sitting. I'll even tell you that I was so captivated by the cover that I purchased the paperback instead of the ebook. I was touched by the words in this book and experienced overwhelming emotions. I highly recommend this book.I have tattoos and found the following to be an Ink Worthy quote which I hope to get done:"Once you know loves' shape, the way it feels under your fingertips, the sound of its voice in the dark, it won't ever leave you."
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Top reviews from the United States

  • Reviewed in the United States on April 19, 2018
    "I don't think fairy tales are simple. We might think they're just about happy endings, but it's their darker elements that make them so compelling. Reading them changes us. Once you've broken through the wall of thorns, bitten the poisoned apple, or donned that pair of glass slippers, you're never quite the same. Suddenly, you see the world full of light and shadow."

    Never has a more eloquently story been told and I feel blessed for having read it. This tale is told via two points of view; Adam and Jenny, which made the storyline more powerful and mesmerizing. We are granted front row seats to a beautiful love story and the effects of mental illness and we bear witness to the emotional turmoil and even the devastation that occurs, not only with the person who is diagnosed but also by the ones whom they love. I was a bit put off by Jenny at times as she demonstrated some selfishness but I kept coming back to the fact that this young girl was for all points and purposes in her first relationship; Adam is her first true love.

    I loved how the author incorporated the use of the Snow Queen here as Adam was caught up in that deep, cold desolated void not being able to comprehend what he was truly experiencing until later on in the story. I was so fascinated with this story and beautiful characters that I read this in one sitting. I'll even tell you that I was so captivated by the cover that I purchased the paperback instead of the ebook. I was touched by the words in this book and experienced overwhelming emotions. I highly recommend this book.

    I have tattoos and found the following to be an Ink Worthy quote which I hope to get done:

    "Once you know loves' shape, the way it feels under your fingertips, the sound of its voice in the dark, it won't ever leave you."
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    A Mesmerizing Read

    Reviewed in the United States on April 19, 2018
    "I don't think fairy tales are simple. We might think they're just about happy endings, but it's their darker elements that make them so compelling. Reading them changes us. Once you've broken through the wall of thorns, bitten the poisoned apple, or donned that pair of glass slippers, you're never quite the same. Suddenly, you see the world full of light and shadow."

    Never has a more eloquently story been told and I feel blessed for having read it. This tale is told via two points of view; Adam and Jenny, which made the storyline more powerful and mesmerizing. We are granted front row seats to a beautiful love story and the effects of mental illness and we bear witness to the emotional turmoil and even the devastation that occurs, not only with the person who is diagnosed but also by the ones whom they love. I was a bit put off by Jenny at times as she demonstrated some selfishness but I kept coming back to the fact that this young girl was for all points and purposes in her first relationship; Adam is her first true love.

    I loved how the author incorporated the use of the Snow Queen here as Adam was caught up in that deep, cold desolated void not being able to comprehend what he was truly experiencing until later on in the story. I was so fascinated with this story and beautiful characters that I read this in one sitting. I'll even tell you that I was so captivated by the cover that I purchased the paperback instead of the ebook. I was touched by the words in this book and experienced overwhelming emotions. I highly recommend this book.

    I have tattoos and found the following to be an Ink Worthy quote which I hope to get done:

    "Once you know loves' shape, the way it feels under your fingertips, the sound of its voice in the dark, it won't ever leave you."
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  • Reviewed in the United States on April 12, 2018
    An amazing story - very engrossing, realistic and vivid. The characters are genuine and true to life, and one cannot help but relate to them. The writing is fantastic. I could not put it down until I had finished the book. Without hesitation, I strongly recommend this book.
  • Reviewed in the United States on March 31, 2019
    The book is a good teen and young adult romance read. The story has a good story line, and the story is a well written read. The characters are good. The story is an enjoyable, and emotional read.

    I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
  • Reviewed in the United States on July 19, 2018
    Losing Adam is an emotional and heartbreaking story about mental illness and how it affects not only the person suffering through the disease, but also how it affects the people around you.

    Adam and Jenny have been dating since the 9th grade. They have the perfect teenage romance and they both can’t wait to leave their dysfunctional homes and attend college where they can be together and on their own. It should have been a happy time for Adam and Jenny, but when they arrive at college, Adam’s grip on reality slowly starts to crumble. Jenny does not understand what is going on with Adam, but she knows he has changed and it scares her. Adam is her whole world, but he has become moody, gets headaches, starts to hear voices, stops taking care of himself, and becomes emotionally detached. Jenny does not understand what is going on, but she will do everything she can to get Adam back. Will one tragic night change the course of Adam and Jenny’s life for good?

    While I loved Adam and felt he was a relatable and sympathetic character, I didn't always get the same feeling for Jenny. I think a lot of it has to do with how young she is and not really having an understanding of what a mental illness can do to a person. I do believe she wanted to help Adam, but in a way I also think she was a bit selfish as she wanted her Adam back. The Adam she fell in love with in high school. I just found Jenny to be a little naive in trying to keep his secret instead of telling someone so Adam could get the help that he so desperately needed. In a way, I think the decisions she makes during the course of the story has a lot to do with her feelings of being abandoned by the one person she thought she would be with for the rest of her life. I get it that Jenny is young and this is her first serious relationship and she would do anything to hang onto the hopes and dreams that she and Adam both shared. For a long time, Adam was her whole world and when things started to change, fear started to set in. But, I do think Jenny finally had that moment of clarity where she was able to finally grow as a person and accept that change is a part of life regardless of how much we try to control it.

    Adrienne Clarke lends an air of compassion and understanding to a disease that has been kept on the hush hush for so many years. I am so grateful that there weren’t any of the typical stereotypes associated with a mental illness such as schizophrenia. Clarke takes us through the depths of the onset of someone suffering through a horrible disease and shows the loss of control over your own thoughts which is frightening and yet so realistic in its telling. I could relate to the story and understand what was going on with Adam because my aunt also has schizophrenia and when she would go off her medicine she often times exhibited signs of paranoia and voices in her head. It is really sad and heartbreaking to see someone suffer through this disease.

    Losing Adam is such a touching and heartfelt story that shines the light on mental illness in a caring and compassionate way. I found myself thoroughly engrossed in the story right from the beginning and through it all, hoping that Adam could pull himself out of the darkness and learn how to accept and love himself regardless of such a devastating disease.

Top reviews from other countries

  • Joey
    5.0 out of 5 stars 5/5
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on May 10, 2019
    I loved the cover and blurb of this book and picked it up. I adored it from the first chapter. Jumping into a love story when it seems to be already established, Jenny and Adam both starting college and finally getting to do all those things together without their parents around, but something happens to Adam, he changes, and with it, so does the whole narrative. I loved how well this story was told, how Adam's change was portrayed, how real it was, and very much enjoyed it. Highly recommended for those who love a little heartbreak, but also some really good mental health rep.
  • LP in London
    5.0 out of 5 stars Read this book! Gripping and heartbreaking
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 11, 2018
    Insightful and sensitive portrayal of the reality of mental illness. The characters were beautifully drawn and the story really drew me in. I'm still thinking about it weeks later!

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