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One Night Stand : Bear Affair - Blinder - Bourbon & Cigarettes (Bondi Bears) Kindle Edition
BEAR AFFAIR When they meet at a Sydney bar, good-time bear Gary and sweet ginger teddy Angus experience an electrifying connection that leads to a night of unbridled, intense passion; a loving, sensual aftermath; and a painful, bittersweet decision.
BLINDER Isolated and struggling with his recent descent into legal blindness, Ben accompanies his friend Damo to a gay wedding, where they meet Ric and Tony. After a sizzling evening of intimacy between the four, Ben is floored by the intense chemistry he shares with Tony, and desperately hopes this spark will ignite into something more than a one-night-stand.
BOURBON AND CIGARETTES Plagued by the rocky start to his now-idyllic relationship, Jeff consults an unorthodox psychoanalyst to examine his fear of commitment. Working through his past history as a victim of domestic violence, Jeff begins to see a clear path ahead of him, and a scorching evening with the man he loves seals their happy future together.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateJuly 24, 2022
- File size3.2 MB
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- ASIN : B0B644F3QS
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- Publication date : July 24, 2022
- Language : English
- File size : 3.2 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 150 pages
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Part of series : Bondi Bears
- Best Sellers Rank: #1,015,708 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #10,620 in Gay Fiction
- #11,143 in Gay Erotica
- #21,390 in Gay Romance
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Colin is a blind author who lives with a great bunch of humans, two spoilt Italian Greyhounds, and an elusive cat in rural New South Wales, Australia. When he’s not trawling the streets wielding a white cane, he’s squinting in front of a massive monitor while he writes erotic gay romance with far more spice than would be deemed acceptable.
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Customers find the stories touching and emotional, with one mentioning it's a lovely collection of short stories.
"...Imagine my surprise at finding empathy for Jeff. It is poignant to see Jeff take responsibility for many of the heart-wrenching events..." Read more
"...But I read it anyway since I don't mind a few spoilers. It was a great story about the two MC's relationship and how hard it was for their HEA...." Read more
"...The second novella, Blinder, is, so far, a short standalone story with sizzling hot interactions between 4 men...." Read more
Customers appreciate the author's writing style, with one noting their expertise in crafting gay interactions, while another mentions it serves as a great introduction to their work.
"...And with really incredible sex. Mr. Dereham excels at writing gay interactions, gay sex, and gay relationships...." Read more
"Colin Dereham is a new to me author. I thought this was a great introduction to his writing...." Read more
"...Couldn't put it down! Colin is a master with words! One of my favorite authors!" Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on July 24, 2022Bear Affair
(prequel to both The Lookout and Hound)
This can be a painful read at times, but it helps to remind oneself that both gentlemen do get the ultimate endings that they deserve.
I enjoyed getting more insight into Gary. He's a fascinating man who is going through so much, all on his own. The author gives him great emotional depth. Angus is the most lovable teddy bear.
Their instant spark absolutely sizzles. And I definitely appreciate the present Angus leaves for Gary.
This story is incredibly touching. Gary is so tenacious and yet also so vulnerable; you just wanna wrap him up in your arms and tell him that it will all be OK. He's such a good guy with such a beautiful, strong heart.
Blinder
(standalone)
Ben tugs at the heartstrings immediately. He doesn’t feel sorry for himself, he’s not a victim, and he doesn’t seek pity. But even through allusion, the reader can tell Ben has been through it.
Leave it to Mr. Dereham to bring tenderness, and loving feelings, to a damn orgy. His work consistently leaves me shaking my head…in amazement.
Ben and Tony’s connection is undeniable. The caregiving is sweet without becoming saccharine. So much goes without saying between these two.
The tale does not end in a banal cliche; it’s hopeful and apt and correct in this context.
Bourbon
(follow-up to Hound)
Imagine my surprise at finding empathy for Jeff.
It is poignant to see Jeff take responsibility for many of the heart-wrenching events that transpired during Hound. It’s further satisfying to see him take actual measures to heal — both for his own sake and for Gary’s.
Genuine self-reflection is never easy; for a narcissist like Jeff, it’s obviously going to be arduous and take significant emotional vulnerability. Witnessing his tender side is quite illuminating. I do actually believe that he will endeavor to improve himself.
Seeing Jeff and Gary together as a successful couple is surprisingly wholesome. And with really incredible sex.
Mr. Dereham excels at writing gay interactions, gay sex, and gay relationships. He legitimately has a gift. The hyperrealism, even in short-story form, is breathtaking. I can’t wait to see what he has in store for us next.
*I received an advanced copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
- Reviewed in the United States on August 14, 2022Colin Dereham is a new to me author. I thought this was a great introduction to his writing. I loved his descriptions of his characters and could easily picture what these beautiful manly bears look like. The first story was a little bittersweet knowing that these two men can't have more than one night together. I loved the message that Angus left for Gary. The second story is about two sets of friends that meet at a wedding and have an incredible night together. It gave us hope that there could be a beautiful relationship or two after they go their separate ways. The third story happens after another of the author's books. But I read it anyway since I don't mind a few spoilers. It was a great story about the two MC's relationship and how hard it was for their HEA. I definitely need to read their book, it sounds like a beautiful yet heart wrenching story.
- Reviewed in the United States on November 23, 2022I read Bear Affair, Gary and Angus are smoking hot! And of course we get our doze of heartwarming and emotional moments. This novella made me read both Hound and The lookout before I finished the two other stories. I needed a HEA for both these men!
The second novella, Blinder, is, so far, a short standalone story with sizzling hot interactions between 4 men. I’d definitely felt my heart ache a couple of times reading this one as well, it’s just the way Colin Dereham writes I guess. I really wouldn’t mind reading more about these men though…
Bourbon and cigarettes is the last short story, and it’s Jeff POV 🥰 Loved reading about him, and being a bit inside his head. He takes responsibility to leave his past behind, good for him 💛 We get to meet Gary again as well! Made me hot and craving a cold shower! The mention of food made me hungry 😂
Lovely selection of stories 💛
- Reviewed in the United States on July 25, 2022Pulls you in from page one! Makes you understand the feelings of the characters and the trials they go through. Couldn't put it down! Colin is a master with words! One of my favorite authors!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 2, 2024I read Blinder, book 2 of the series, and what I'm going to say is it's 65 pages of delightful, sexy as F, filth! Total 5 stars from me. :)
- Reviewed in the United States on July 25, 2022What can I say? Colin Dereham, the author is indeed one of a kind! I’ll forever put him on a pedestal and worship the ground he walks or should I say the iPad he types on. I’ve had the pleasure of reading other authors and their works (male and female) but the stories Colin spins are simply RAW, REAL, and FABULOOOOSO! He writes with such details regarding the 5 senses (touch, smell, taste, hearing, and seeing). Me being Deaf can appreciate what Colin attempts to do when it comes to hearing. He knows what it is like to be a disabled person who is gay. The books he has written will forever be in my heart! Thank you Colin!
This book has three different stories. The first one is called “Bear Affair” which appeared in a Book Funnel special event in which I had the pleasure of reading. My review for this one is on GoodReads. The second story is my absolute favorite so far because it is REAL, RAW, SPICY, and such fun to read when it comes to have a hot fun foursome!!! That’s all I’m going to say about this one. The third story was such an endearing one that follows “Hound” and should be read after Hound for sure! It helps one appreciate both characters even more after reading Hound which was a heart-wrenching story to read. My review on Hound can be found on Amazon. I would encourage you to read this one and see why I said what I said.
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- Ana SofiaReviewed in Brazil on July 25, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Fabulous !!!
Awesome book!! Just Colin can balance passion and love so well, I loved this book!! ALL the characters are great!! Ben, Tony, Damo and Ric...4 great men! I hope to see them again in the future, maybe see Ben and Tony grow into their own love story and Damo and Ric... I don't know... together or with their own stories, they all have very interesting personalities!! Highly recommended!!