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This Man (A This Man Novel) (This Man, 1) Paperback – October 22, 2013
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Young interior designer Ava O'Shea has no idea what awaits her at the Manor. A run-of-the-mill consultation with a stodgy country gent seems likely, but what Ava finds instead is Jesse Ward--a devastatingly handsome, utterly confident, pleasure-seeking playboy who knows no boundaries. Ava doesn't want to be attracted to this man, and yet she can't control the overwhelming desire that he stirs in her. She knows that her heart will never survive him and her instinct is telling her to run, but Jesse is not willing to let her go. He wants her and is determined to have her.
- Print length480 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherForever
- Publication dateOctober 22, 2013
- Dimensions5.25 x 1.25 x 8 inches
- ISBN-101455578312
- ISBN-13978-1455578313
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"I couldn't tear myself away."―FictionVixen.com
"This Man was a sexy, infuriating, wild ride. The back and forth in this book gave me whiplash ... I cannot wait for Beneath This Man!"―TheBookListReviews.blogspot.com
"This Man by Jodi Ellen Malpas really hooked me right from the beginning. It's erotic and passionate and romantic ... it'll also leave you wanting more."―BookishTemptations.com
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- Publisher : Forever
- Publication date : October 22, 2013
- Language : English
- Print length : 480 pages
- ISBN-10 : 1455578312
- ISBN-13 : 978-1455578313
- Item Weight : 13.6 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.25 x 1.25 x 8 inches
- Book 1 of 4 : This Man
- Best Sellers Rank: #102,874 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #209 in Romantic Erotica (Books)
- #219 in BDSM Erotica (Books)
- #3,653 in Contemporary Romance (Books)
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#1 New York Times & Sunday Times Bestselling Author Jodi Ellen Malpas was born and raised in England, where she lives with her husband, her boys, and Theo the Doberman. She is a self-professed daydreamer and has a terrible weak spot for alpha males.
Writing powerful love stories with fierce, memorable characters is her passion - a passion that has taken her on an amazing journey into the limelight of romantic fiction. Her work is now published in more than twenty-five languages across the world.
Find out more about Jodi at www.jodiellenmalpas.co.uk
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Customers find the book engaging and well-written, describing it as a hot steamy read with a strong storyline. The characters receive mixed reactions - while some love them, others find them unbelievable. The pacing and emotional content also draw mixed responses, with some finding it emotionally intense while others find certain scenes uncomfortable. Customers express concerns about the abusive elements in the story.
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Customers find the book highly readable and enjoyable, with one customer mentioning they couldn't stop reading it.
"...Great book! Way more than five stars! The hell with the haters.. Haahah!" Read more
"...It was such a great read. You will not regret letting yourself get sucked into it." Read more
"...to not waste my money on this book, I would have missed out on a great book. This book has a strong storyline and it kept you guessing...." Read more
"...I cannot wait for the next book in the series, I am preordering. Great read!!!" Read more
Customers find the book's story captivating and exciting, with one customer describing it as a thrilling ride.
"...Otherwise, both books are awesome, intense, and if not for these distractions it would have been even more perfect...." Read more
"...This book is more of a great story with the added bonus of some steamy fun ;-) I am finished with the series and already miss the characters...." Read more
"...For me, Jesse was a controlling, demanding, unreasonable, intense, crazy, overprotective, possessive, stalker...." Read more
"...I've already told some friends about it and they enjoyed it too. Great story, long and fun to read...." Read more
Customers praise the writing quality of the book, finding it well-crafted and descriptive, with one customer noting it's an easy read.
"I thought this book was well written except for the bad grammer throughout the entire book, i.e., sitting instead of sat, standing instead of stood,..." Read more
"...I truly enjoyed this debut book. It is very well written & I will immediately grab book 2 when it becomes available...." Read more
"...however, the male character, Jesse, is so controlling, it is hard for me to read...." Read more
"...I can’t wait for the next book. Well written and thought out story and characters." Read more
Customers find the book hot and steamy, describing it as a smoking hot page turner.
"...He truly is all pure, sexy, hot, dominant alpha male, so intense, possessive, compulsive, a playboy a man full of secrets......" Read more
"...It's an intensive, possessive, steamy, addictive read." Read more
"I love it. This book is just awesome. Hot, with witty and full of emotion dialogues, a neurotic hero and a defiant heroine...." Read more
"...It's funny, there's a great story line, and holy smokes it is HOT!..." Read more
Customers have mixed opinions about the character development in the book, with some loving them while others find them unbelievable.
"...Well written and thought out story and characters." Read more
"This book was the first in this genre that I became so annoyed with the main characters that I skipped a significant chuck of the book just to get..." Read more
"...Praise to JEM for giving us these great characters and their wonderful story❤️..." Read more
"...It sucks not having the other book to be able to keep reading. Loved the characters, and I think the author did a great job for a first timer...." Read more
Customers have mixed opinions about the pacing of the book, with several finding it dragging and taking a long time to read, while one customer appreciates the dynamic between Jesse and Ava.
"...demanding, unreasonable, intense, crazy, overprotective, possessive, stalker...." Read more
"Like another reviewer said the book started off slow but keep reading! I didn't care for all the spelling and gramatical errors in it...." Read more
"...This seductive, erotic, frustrating, flirty, dominating, mind blowing, body tingling story will make you wish Jesse Ward were real and not a..." Read more
"...Also, the lead girl is very weak and annoying. She complains too much and never does anything to fix it." Read more
Customers have mixed reactions to the emotional content of the book, with some finding it real and relatable while others describe it as extremely uncomfortable and too intense.
"...Overall, I found this a highly enjoyable read. It was emotional, engaging, and super steamy!..." Read more
"Stunning, captivating, heart wrenching, powerful, and beautifully written...." Read more
"Disturbing, but Decadent......" Read more
"...The characters will make you run the gauntlet of emotions, laughing, crying, and feeling you could know these people in your life...." Read more
Customers have mixed reactions to the abusive elements in the book, with some finding them disturbing.
"...The dude is ridiculous, a stalker, a control freak to the utmost, and in Kate's term, a `rhinoceros': "..." Read more
"...Yes, Jesse is a neurotic, borderline abusive, control freak...." Read more
"...between a dominating man and a man who is pushy, demanding, rude, aggressive, condescending and controlling. Jesse Ward is the latter...." Read more
"...Jesse’s character could have been such a great character instead he is abusive, manipulative, over the top controlling and border line insane...." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on April 13, 2025Format: PaperbackVerified PurchaseStoryline -plot 5/5
Spice level 5/5🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Character growth 5/5
Angst 4/5
I absolutely LOVED this book and the ENTIRE series!
This was the first series I ever read , since I started reading again (back in 2020) .
I’m so glad I stumbled upon it!
Jesse aka “The Lord “ was a perfectly damaged hero who was OTT jealous & possessive of the MFC,Ava.
Ava was the perfect amount of calm & poised to Jesse’s consuming personality.
My ratings are for the entire series as a whole.
It’s BY FAR, my most LOVED series of ALL TIME to date! I would rate it higher if I could.
Jesse turns out to be a very complex character, with so much trauma that unfolds through the books.
The only time I felt it dragged a bit was with the second book. However, it wasn’t enough to stop me from reading
It’s a SWEEPING, EPIC story that covers their lives. The ups and downs, tragedies, funny moments, dating, breakups to marriage & children, as well as some losses along the way. They learn to navigate life together, and I was there for it!
This series is an older one, but is honestly one of my top reads EVER. I’ve re-read and listened to all the books several times. It’s a go to read for me.
I hope you enjoy this story as much as I did.
I think it should be talked about much more than it is. Very underrated!
There’s also a 3 book series (recently released) that tells the entire story from Jesse’s POV.
I enjoyed those as well.
Don’t miss out on this sweeping, epic love story!
Praise to JEM for giving us these great characters and their wonderful story❤️
- Reviewed in the United States on January 21, 2013OK, so I broke my own rule to hold off and read series until final book has been released. After reading many good reviews and everybody raving about Jesse I just succumbed to my own craving to get to know Jesse and be swept away by his and Ava's story...
Book 2 has been released and my recommendation is to read them as a set and thus I will review as a set - brace yourself for an epic story!
Jesse Ward (age TBA, 35-45 years approx./playboy-businessman/dark blond hair/green eyes/6'3") needs 10 rooms decorated at a country estate, the Manor. He has specifically requested Ava O'Shea (26 years/interior designer/dark brown hair/dark brown eyes/just out of a 4 year relationship) though she has to prior knowledge of him... There! That's the tone of this series right there - secrets, secrets and more secrets... Their first meeting is electric and the story goes from there.
Wow! Jesse! He is just what I needed. In fact he is everything I needed! But it took me a while to get into him. The first time he started barking orders "Mouth!" I felt like - Wow, that does not make him an alpha. As it turns out Jesse and I just need a little more time to connect and once we did I was on cloud nine (sigh!) He truly is all pure, sexy, hot, dominant alpha male, so intense, possessive, compulsive, a playboy a man full of secrets...
For Ava Jesse was:
"...the epitome of bad boy, if slightly older. He's hazardous, enigmatic and completely addictive..."
"...intense, quite volatile, incredibly self-assured and extremely rich..."
Ava is everything that Jesses needed and everything we needed to keep the story going. She stood up to him, she succumbed to him, she riled him, she created more drama and she kept the mystery going by NOT demanding answers. I almost tore my hair out in despair for her NOT negotiating Sarah out of the picture (no ultimatum needed!). It would have been so simple, but then again we probably need the wicked Sarah stirring, stirring throughout this series.
For Jesse Ava was an obsession, pure and simple:
"...I can't answer that, Ava, because I've never wanted anything enough to pursue it so relentlessly. Not like I wanted you..."
I'd also like to extend my sincere thanks for introducing us to all that is sex with Jesse (or f~s depending on the mood) -
Reminder f~s, Sleepy sex, Make friends sex, Shower f~s, Hangover sex, Catching up sex, Sense f~s, Seeing stars f~s, Apology f~s, Possessive f~s, Retribution f~s, Sleepy celebration sex, and... Truth f~s. The last one courtesy Ava.
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My only grievance would that these books need some more editing, for ME not enough to deduct any points off my rating. But since I feel strongly that this series is making history, it's only to its benefit for me to point it out: a) At some point I think writing was shifted from past tense to present progressive, but lots of "stood/sat needs" still need fixing. b) Typos, misspellings here and there (bought misspelled as brought throughout book 1?).
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Back to the positives:
This series is filled with covert pasts and hidden agendas! It's truly a wild, bumpy and at times emotional ride loaded with undiluted lust and an endless array of scorching sex. So far 2 books, almost 1,000 pages, hours upon hours that for me can only described as elated/euphoric angst - I was glued to the pages needing to know what would happen next, yet NOT wanting the books to end - ever! I am so thankful Ms. Malpas!
As I come down from all that is "Central Jesse Cloud Nine" I find myself staring into space. What an a.m.a.z.i.n.g. read! I think I am going to need some sense knocked back into me - seriously! Jesse. Jesse! JESSE! JESSSEEEE! Ugh, actually what I need is for book 3 to be released soon, more like real soon! Ms. Malpas! MS. MALPAS! Three... Two... ONE... ZEROOO!!!
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Hero rating: 5+ stars
Heroine rating: 5 stars
Story line rating, book 1: 5 stars
Story line rating, book 2: 5+ stars
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Overall rating: 5++ stars
Would I recommend this series: YES!!!
Would I re-read this series: Yes!
- Reviewed in the United States on October 25, 2013Format: PaperbackVerified PurchaseWell finally, finally, finally I can post a review on this book! Got it yesterday and finished it today. And before I start I want to thank the people with the negative reviews because that is the whole reason I brought it. You're reviews were more detailed and elaborate than the positive ones.
Anyways though, I don't know if this is the going to the first detailed, positive review on this book, but here is my two cents:
Ava is apparently twenty six, but I am under the impression she is also lying about her age. I think she is ten years younger because she acts as such. I know the authors of erotica books like to write detailed descriptions about the so called hot, sexy guy and all. But with this writing and Ava's thoughts, it just came off as fan girlish to me.
And I think Ava is full of excuses. Okay sure lets blame Jesse for being abusive and what not. In all honestly i disagree. Now one review had mentioned he broke a guy's nose and at the time i thought it was unjustified. But I read that scene and the guy was cursing at her from the gecko and threatened her so Jesse kicking his butt was justified in my opinion. Though I must admit what really annoyed me with this whole book was when Ava was banging on the door and Kate did not answer and when she finally comes out and realizes she is blocking traffic, she is not in a hurry about it. How annoying! Yeah that really peeved me.
But anyways Ava yeah, she is full of excuses when it comes to Jesse which is why I think she is sixteen not twenty six. Always just giving in because he is so cute and fine and gorgeous and oh my god! He has a huge D!
Okay child we get it. You're a weak sex craving hound who never got to see enough boy band concerts so when you meet a cute guy he is the sex and you just can't stay away. Cue the eye-roll.
I can't really blame Jesse like the other reviews do. Yes he is this borderline, abusive jerk who calls her a million times a day and flings her over his shoulder and tells her what to wear and not to curse. But guess what? She's taking it laying down. Her excuse? HE'S JUST SO EFFIN CUTE OH MY GOD!!!!
Yeah no sorry I'm not feeling sorry for her. She can call the police, she can get a restraining order and actually tell him to back the heck off, but she doesn't. And that is why Kate does what she does throughout the book and even at the end. Nobody is taking Ava seriously because they all see how easily influenced she is. So why bother? I wouldn't waste my time if my friend was doing that.
And what Jesse said at the end about her being a tease I was like THANK YOU!!! Because she! acting like his girlfriend one minute and then hating him the next for any and every reason. Like the bar scene when Matt is first introduced. Okay so Jesse actually does go overboard right there. And then what happens? They talk outside and come back in and act all couple like. Let me buy you and your friends drinks and such. Oh lets go dance and bump and grind.
Tease much.
OH OH OH!!!! And he gives her space! Right? Four days?
OH MY GOD YOU ABANDON ME FOR FOUR DAYS WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!!!!
BEE! Did you just not ask for space? She finally gets space to think and she thinks he up and left her. Okay. Saying she never got a chance to think. Girl bye!
And also she is immature. Another example of her being sixteen, she wants to rebel when Jesse wants her to do something. Sure okay buy a dress you have to wiggle in just to tick him off, get drunk off your butt just to tick him off. Because communication is so overrated.
And that whole stalking thing at the club. Yeah that's not stalking. The bouncers are already there and he told them to watch her. In the Breathless Trilogy by Maya Banks that happens too on the girls night out in all three books.
But overall I enjoyed this book, it was laughable when it shouldn't have been in some parts. And I don't know I think because I read the reviews and knew what to expect when the paperback came out, I just was not OMG SHE IS BEING ABUSED!!!!
Because I didn't really see it.
I read this book and was like oh that's when the countdown starts, that's when she asks about his age, that's when he gets on her about her cursing and that is when he hides her pills.
The age thing was funny to me. She could have pressed harder, but didn't. And what really annoys me about her is that she jumps to conclusions. Jumps to them and then runs with it.
Ugh! BUT! I do enjoy this book! I eagerly await book two on November 26th, Curse being a paperback reader but at least I am getting the edited version with the grammatical corrections and what not.
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LuciaReviewed in Brazil on December 9, 2019
3.0 out of 5 stars O enredo é original mas ...
O enredo é original e no início o leitor se interessa pelo casal mas o tempo vai passando, as ideias vão se repetindo e lá pelo décimo capítulo você começa a se cansar das looongas maratonas sexuais descritas e passa a pular páginas pra ver aonde aquilo tudo vai dar! O mocinho chega a ser irritante de tão possessivo e a mocinha, cujo ideal romântico é bem fora de moda, se deixa levar cegamente, apesar dos muitos questionamentos à respeito da relação que se desenha. Fiquei me perguntando o porque do excessivo sucesso do livro. Começo bom, meio fraco e final morno. Fora alguns erros gramaticais gritantes na edição que eu li em inglês!
- GGReviewed in the United Kingdom on November 14, 2012
5.0 out of 5 stars FANTASTIC!!!
Be still my beating heart because I am being inundated with hot sexy mysterious alpha males this week. Oh yes girls, you are going to want to meet This Man...Mr Jesse Ward!!! Gorgeous!!! New book-boyfriend alert!! A must read for sure!
This story is set round London and it is written by a FAB-U-LUSH British indie Author who keeps it real by keeping British slang and words, making it true to its roots, right for the story and above all authentic!! For our non-British audience don't forget Google is our friend for words we may not have in our daily vocabulary!
The writing is spot on and flawless, it had me hooked from page one and I immediately knew I had a gem of a story in my hands. This Man is the first book by Jodi Malpas (first in a trilogy), but you wouldn't know it. It's pure class and right up there in my top reads for the year so far.
This Man is not only SEXY; it has a great story. It is hilarious at times, sarcastically funny at others; it has a sweet, intelligent and relatable heroine; Ava and yes our very own mysterious, domineering gorgeously hot Jesse Ward; who actually is slightly crazy too...*sigh*....
Ava is an interior designer who is sent to `The Mansion' where she has been requested by the owner for a project. She is not happy about it and dreading meeting this pompous and batty `Lord of the Manor'. So yeah, she's not expecting much and just wants it done and dusted. Enter Jesse Ward...batty?...pompous? No not so much; more like cocky, domineering and oh so sexy. The attraction is instant and the build-up is one of the best I have read in a long while.
Jesse and Ava have a powerful chemistry which I felt right from the beginning and the sex factor is off the charts passionate, however this Author got the balance of story and yumminess spot on! Their relationship is very much like an assault course of obstacles and a fast and crazy ride you kind of want to get off at times but know you wouldn't possibly want to miss the thrill of. It gave me tingles and yeah I came over all unnecessary...a lot! Jessie sure knows how to stalk...umm I mean pursue the object of his attention and affection! But then again, he is a man in control, he knows what he wants and when he, in this case surprisingly, finds it he is like a dog with a bone (yeah kind of literally). But oh my...his overwhelming need to protect, to keep safe, to love what he deems his...took my breath away at times. My heart also broke for him...but I am not going to say why, just that vulnerability in a strong man like this makes me all teary!
Don't get me wrong this guy is a complete arse at times, infuriatingly so...but isn't that what we love from our fictional (that word should be banned) characters?! There were also a few high 5's or fist bumps (whatever is cool right now, don't want to show my age here lol) between Ava and me as their story unfolded because she gave right back at times, good girl!!
It is so easy yet again here to spoil a great story so I didn't want to give too much away, there's quite a few twists and revelations, a couple are predictable yet most are not. The whole "how old are you?" became frustrating to the point where even I was shouting it at my kindle, (I may have actually sent a message to the Author asking her that very question...may have done...not confirming that.. (*hanging my head in shame*).
Now, what do we dread more than anything when we hear the word Trilogy....yeah we think cliff-hanger don't we. So this has one.....but it is not bad...not much. The second book in this trilogy; Beneath This Man is set to be released around or after Christmas, no date set, but I know I for one will be picking that one up the minute it gets released! Cannot wait.
- David Charles ClarkReviewed in France on January 20, 2014
5.0 out of 5 stars fantastic book
Format: PaperbackVerified Purchaseagain this book was superb i found my self hooked i could not put it down!!
i now have read all 3 off this man books from jodi ellen malpas hope she writes another 1 as i am not a book lover but as for 50 shades of grey & this man was very up-lifting,
- Kristie WyattReviewed in Australia on March 8, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Jesse Ward 😍😍
I read this years ago and have just completed another re-read realizing I never reviewed it!
This is one of my all time favourite series ever! I re-read it often. Jesse Ward is the ultimate alpha possessive book boyfriend. I love him more very time I read. This book contains serious BDSM so if that’s not for you then I suggest you don’t read. However, it is one of the best bdsm romance books ever so you’ll be missing out.
5 stars every single time!
- maria belen couce grañaReviewed in Spain on February 20, 2013
5.0 out of 5 stars real good book
I love the description of London, being alondoner it makes it very real to have places refered to and I have to say that Ava is my heroine. She is fabulous! Her way of thinking so paused not altering no temper... But it has to be her being so naive to certain things, it gives her a Bridget Jones feeling.
The story what can I say? Lovely and I am sure more that one can relate to certain things in this book.