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Us (Him Book 2) Kindle Edition
Can your favorite hockey players finish their first season together undefeated?
Five months in, NHL forward Ryan Wesley is having a record-breaking rookie season. He’s living his dream of playing pro hockey and coming home every night to the man he loves—Jamie Canning, his longtime best friend turned boyfriend. There’s just one problem: the most important relationship of his life is one he needs to keep hidden, or else face a media storm that will eclipse his success on the ice.
Jamie loves Wes. He really, truly does. But hiding sucks. It’s not the life Jamie envisioned for himself, and the strain of keeping their secret is taking its toll. It doesn’t help that his new job isn’t going as smoothly as he’d hoped, but he knows he can power through it as long as he has Wes. At least apartment 10B is their retreat, where they can always be themselves.
Or can they? When Wes’s nosiest teammate moves in upstairs, the threads of their carefully woven lie begin to unravel. With the outside world determined to take its best shot at them, can Wes and Jamie develop major-league relationship skills on the fly?
Warning: contains sexual situations, a vibrating chair, long-distance sexytimes and proof that hockey players look hot in any shade of green.
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Sarina Bowen is the USA Today bestselling author of steamy, angsty Contemporary Romance and New Adult fiction. She lives in the wilds of New England.
She is the author of The Ivy Years, an award-winning series set amid the hockey team at an elite Connecticut college. Also, the The Gravity series.
With Elle Kennedy, Sarina is the author of the RITA award winning HIM, and its sequel, US.
A New York Times, USA Today and Wall Street Journal bestselling author, Elle Kennedy grew up in the suburbs of Toronto, Ontario, and holds a B.A. in English from York University. From an early age, she knew she wanted to be a writer, and actively began pursuing that dream when she was a teenager. Elle writes romantic suspense and erotic contemporary romance for various publishers. She loves strong heroines and sexy alpha heroes, and just enough heat and danger to keep things interesting!
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- Publication date : March 8, 2016
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- Print length : 322 pages
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- Book 2 of 2 : Him
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Elle currently writes for various publishers. She is the author of more than 50 titles of contemporary romance and romantic suspense novels, including the global sensation Off-Campus series.
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Customers find this sequel well-written and hilarious, with lots of comedy and drama that made them laugh and cry. The book features a wonderful couple with realistic challenges and chemistry, and customers describe it as a beautiful real complicated love story filled with passion and love. They appreciate how the characters work together to maintain their relationship, making it a fantastic follow-up to the first book in the series.
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Customers find the book extremely well written and brilliant, with one customer noting it's just as enjoyable as reading it for the first time.
"...Things are going well for Wes and Jamie. They have a great romance, they're living together, and their jobs are going pretty well...." Read more
"I loved every minute of this book. I was in my feels and loving life...." Read more
"...Awesome, awesome reading!!" Read more
"...change the way I felt about the story overall, but I did have a good time listening. 4 Stars for the audio! **..." Read more
Customers enjoy the story quality of the book, describing it as a well-written and beautiful love story, with one customer noting how it deals with real life problems.
"...Things are going well for Wes and Jamie. They have a great romance, they're living together, and their jobs are going pretty well...." Read more
"...romance reader, this being my fourth that I've read, but it is so well written, the characters are well thought out..." Read more
"...and wonder for me that I had for HIM, in the end this follow-up has romance, sexy times, humor, some hurt/comfort, and more Jamie and Wes...." Read more
"...the authors put their relationship in throughout this sequel are realistic..." Read more
Customers appreciate the character development in the book, particularly noting the chemistry between the main characters and finding them easy to connect with.
"...I was in my feels and loving life. Wes and Jamie are precious and I love them and ugh they are everything I didn’t know I needed this week...." Read more
"...my fourth that I've read, but it is so well written, the characters are well thought out..." Read more
"...follow-up has romance, sexy times, humor, some hurt/comfort, and more Jamie and Wes. And that's always a good thing." Read more
"...and they allow for some wonderful character growth both individually and for them as a couple...." Read more
Customers find the book hilariously entertaining, with plenty of comedy and drama that makes them laugh and cry.
"...both mature a lot in this story and it was so, so satisfying to follow them on their journey...." Read more
"...that I had for HIM, in the end this follow-up has romance, sexy times, humor, some hurt/comfort, and more Jamie and Wes...." Read more
"...Us didn't grab me as tightly as its prequel, I still found it to be entertaining and emotional...." Read more
"...All in all, Us was a beautifully written story that was steamy, fun and tender-hearted...." Read more
Customers find the book emotionally wrought and intense, filled with passion and love, making them cry both happy and sad tears.
"...There is so much gloriously juicy tension and secrecy in this book and it absolutely had me on the edge of my seat...." Read more
"...as tightly as its prequel, I still found it to be entertaining and emotional...." Read more
"...I actually almost found this to be more emotionally impactful than the first book in some ways...." Read more
"...Their feelings and thoughts are consistent with who they are, the Wes and Jamie we fell in love with. And then there’s Blake. Oh man, Blake!..." Read more
Customers appreciate the depth of the relationship in the book, describing it as a wonderful, down-to-earth couple that works together to maintain their bond.
"...One thing I absolutely love about this book is that Wes and Jamie are together THIS ENTIRE BOOK. There isn't a breakup...." Read more
"...each other just as much and they grow in their relationship, learning to communicate, and being there for one another...." Read more
"...Fortunately, Jamie and Wes are a believable couple, and the new pressures and situations the authors put their relationship in throughout this..." Read more
"...I admired how much they care for one another and there are many scenes that showcase that even amid all the chaos...." Read more
Customers find the book beautiful, describing it as sexy and an adorable couple, with one customer noting its real and complicated love story.
"...There were so many cute little moments between them that felt really real and relatable...." Read more
"...happy that this book was about their relationship and it was also SO REALISTIC!!..." Read more
"...I found him hilarious, endearing, and I LOVED the friendship that he gave to both of my boys...." Read more
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Customers enjoy this sequel, describing it as a fantastic follow-up to the first book, with one customer noting it's a strong second book in the series.
"...As far as issue #2, there was no cliffhanger in Him, and both books are amply long, so no problem here either...." Read more
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"...This book had me chuckling, tearing up and I think I must have put the book down a few times just to catch my breath...." Read more
"...This book is a solid 10 out of 10. Thank you, Sarina and Elle, you girls done it again. Two amazing authors, creating awesome books!!" Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on February 26, 2023Us (Hockey Series Book 2)
Sarina Bowen & Elle Kennedy
2016
324 pages
Overall Rating: 5/5
MM Sports Romance (Hockey)
Plot: Ryan Wesley and Jamie Canning know the value of keeping a secret– but that doesn’t mean they have to like it. They’ve been living together for months now, and no one even knows they’re a couple aside from their families and Wes’s hockey team managers. And for two men who are confident in themselves and unapologetically in love, pretending they are “just roommates” is pretty awful. But Wes and Jamie both know their silence is worth it because Wes is crushing his rookie season with Toronto, and the last thing he needs is for his Big Gay Moment to happen and overshadow everything he’s worked so hard for.
At least they have their apartment. Their home is like an oasis, a place where Wes and Jamie can be anonymous and themselves and shut out the rest of the world. Unfortunately, it seems Wes has been raving about the amazing views from his living room a little too loudly (mostly as a cover for his thoughts of how lovely Jamie looks living in his apartment, but of course, he can’t talk openly about that), and his Toronto teammate, Blake Riley, needs a new place to live and thinks he might like a piece of those downtown views for himself, so he moves in upstairs on a whim. Unfortunately, Blake is also a people person who loves surprises and is prone to unexpected visits. Wes and Jamie’s little oasis now feels a lot more like a bed and breakfast, and the strain of denying the most important thing in their lives becomes nearly intolerable, leaving both men wondering how they could possibly keep things under wraps until the end of the season.
First Take: OMG I could not put this book down. Ryan Wesley is one of my most favorite book boyfriends of all time. There is no one more important to him than Jamie, and his endless capacity to love him just had me swooning for hundreds of pages. There is so much gloriously juicy tension and secrecy in this book and it absolutely had me on the edge of my seat. My nail beds are decimated and it was so worth it.
Characters: Ryan Wesley is deliriously happy. He’s got Jamie and hockey– the two great loves of his life. Sure, the travel is rough and he wants nothing more than to bring Jamie as his date to all the team functions, but they have a plan to come out at the end of the season and Wes is nothing if not disciplined. In the meantime, he lives for the nights at home with his man, and he’s come up with creative ways to keep things spicy while he’s on the road. And his happiness is translating perfectly upon the ice– he’s having the kind of season most players only dream of. Jamie Canning, on the other hand, is finding the adjustment to grown-up life a little more difficult. He’s not used to keeping secrets and wishes he could be more of himself around his new coworkers. He loves being a coach, but it isn’t quite as easy as he thought it would be– teenagers can be awfully moody, especially when their team is losing. Best new character award goes to Blake Riley, Wes’s big, loud, and extremely lovable teammate. He is such a cuddly teddy bear who’s hilarious (the source of most of my LOLs this time around) and a lot more perceptive than anyone gives him credit for (he gets his own happy ending in Good Boy, also written by our dynamic duo).
Praises: While the first book in the series focused on Wes and Jamie getting together, this book is an exploration of really being together. There were so many cute little moments between them that felt really real and relatable. Wes and Jamie both mature a lot in this story and it was so, so satisfying to follow them on their journey. They deal with the struggles every human faces after high school: how to fit into the real world and adjust to that first grown-up job. It was all the more fascinating because of the added bonus of a behind-the-scenes look at professional hockey and the celebrity that comes along with that. I am a huge sucker for celebrity stories– who doesn’t want to imagine what it’s like to be famous?
Critiques: I’m sad it’s over. Sure, we get a snippet of Wes & Jamie’s future in Good Boy and the novella Epic, but I am really, really sad to say goodbye. There was also some angst in this book, which definitely made me a little sad at times and might turn off some readers, but it felt really necessary so I didn’t mind it aside from the near-tears. Also, I thought the ending was wrapped up well, but also abrupt. I can’t explain it, other than to say I thought the ending scene maybe felt a little incomplete? I dunno, I wanted more. But I think I’m just sad to see them go.
Themes: Coming of Age, Faith v Doubt, Family, Identity, Justice, Loneliness, Man v Self, Man v Society, Sacrificial Love
Overall Tone: Wes and Jamie go through some growing pains in their personal and professional lives as they transition into adulthood, and they’ll need to rely on their love for each other to carry them through it.
Prose: Dual first person POV from Wes & Jamie. They struggle with communication at times and things get pretty tense, but the emergence of Blake Riley brings some much-enjoyed comic relief.
Steam: 4/5. A little less steam than in book one, a little more kink.
Trigger Warnings: None.
Tropes: Athlete Hero, Coming Out, Forbidden Love, Fame, Secrets & Lies, Shared Pasts, Soul Mates
Kinks: A super fun Skype chat and some very creative texting.
Swear Jar: 5/5. Wes and Jamie are a little older, a little wiser– but still curse like sailors.
Cliffhanger: HEA. No cliffhanger.
Memorable quotes:
The man I love. Even now the phrase sticks in my mind with damn near wonder… The way I feel about Ryan Wesley… it’s something I thought existed only in the movies.
There’s an old quote my mother once painted on a ceramic platter. Love is friendship set on fire. I get it now.
I’ve just discovered that falling in love has a dark side. When you’re mad at the love of your life, it’s impossible to feel joy.
Worthy of a reread? OMG Yes.
Stand-Alones, Prequels, Sequels, & Tangents: Book 2 in the series, plus an epilogue/novella named Epic. Series should be read in order, with Epic last. Wes and Jamie also make appearances in two other M/F romances: Good Boy and Stay (WAGS books 1 & 2), both written by Sarina Bowen and Elle Kennedy.
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- Reviewed in the United States on February 5, 2025my heart broke for wes during the middle of this book because how could jamie be so selfish?
i get he was going through a tough situation but he only thought about himself and not how everything was affecting wes too😭
and the part where he left to california? it absolutely broke me. wes did not deserve that at all…
he didn’t deserve to feel like he was alone when his whole world was jamie and his family.
am i glad that jamie got his head out of his ass? ABSOLUTELY.
the way the whole team just embraced then after their coming out was beautiful 😍
my heart broke for wes during the middle of this book because how could jamie be so selfish?
i get he was going through a tough situation but he only thought about himself and not how everything was affecting wes too😭
and the part where he left to california? it absolutely broke me. wes did not deserve that at all…
he didn’t deserve to feel like he was alone when his whole world was jamie and his family.
am i glad that jamie got his head out of his ass? ABSOLUTELY.
the way the whole team just embraced then after their coming out was beautiful 😍
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- Reviewed in the United States on March 26, 2017Spoilers in this review!!
I read "Him" back in 2015 when it was released and I LOVED IT!! I bought this when it came out but just hadn't gotten around to reading it. I decided had several freebies from over the months on my Kindle app and several books that I bought. I wanted to get my TBR down and this happened to be the one that I randomly chose. But I wanted to read "Him" again so everything could be fresh on my mind. Here's the thing: You probably could only read "Him" and call it a standalone. But you REALLY need to read "Us." So this book picks up several months after the previous book left off. Things are going well for Wes and Jamie. They have a great romance, they're living together, and their jobs are going pretty well. But they've kind of gotten out of their honeymoon phase from beginning to date. Wes can't come out and tell the world that Jamie is his boyfriend because of potential consequences from the media, etc. It really does take a toll on their relationship because they have to be secretive ALL THE TIME. They can't go see a movie as a couple. They can't go on a date to a restaurant as a couple. It really upsets them. They're not mad at each other. They're just scared of how this could impact Wes' career since it's just starting to take off. One thing I absolutely love about this book is that Wes and Jamie are together THIS ENTIRE BOOK. There isn't a breakup. They are able to make it and solve unexpected problems. In this book, Jamie gets sick and it's bad. He has to go to the hospital several times. Their relationship is really strained but the second time he has to go to the hospital and it gets so bad to where he collapses at work and is in a coma, Wes drops everything and GOES TO HIM LIKE A LOVED ONE SHOULD ALWAYS DO. At the hospital, he kisses Jamie on the lips while he is still in a coma and then their relationship is exposed to the world. This creates more problems. Jamie feels like Wes is taking care of him all the time and doesn't want to be a burden. He also gets upset when Wes wants to pay his hospital bills. I understand that Jamie wants to be independent but I also completely understand how much this hurts Wes. As we found out in the previous book, Wes has loved Jamie for several years while Jamie just began having feelings about a year ago. So, in my opinion, Wes seems to care more deeply for Jamie. Not that Jamie doesn't care for him as much. It's just that Wes has felt that love for Jamie for a longer time. With Jamie trying to recover and Wes still having to go on the road to play hockey, Jamie ends up flying home to California to see his family and they are able to care for him. This hurts Wes deeply as he wants to be the one to care for Jamie but he understands that he can't because of his hockey contract. As Wes goes on a high-profile interview to talk about his career and relationship with Jamie, he reveals that he would marry Jamie if he could. He loves him that much. Back in California, Jamie reluctantly sees the interview on TV after being persuaded by his mom. Also, his mom is one of the best moms/parents I've ever read. Her and the Weasley parents from Harry Potter are the best parents I've ever read. Wes calls her "Mom" and honestly it's the cutest thing! When Jamie watches the interview, he is overcome with emotion and flies to see Wes at his current game (I want to remember where this is but honestly I don't know what city it was because there was too much emotion!!!!!). After the hockey game, Jamie surprises Wes in his hotel room and proposes and it's the best. It's filled with who they are as individuals and as a couple. I understand that so many romance books have a proposal in the last chapter or the epilogue but this was the best. I know that since this was a duology that there was more time to discover the relationship but it just seems that in so many romance books today, that it's all about the couples getting to know each other and they aren't really together until the end of the book. They usually are boyfriend-girlfriend, etc. at the end or they're engaged. But I'm so happy that this book was about their relationship and it was also SO REALISTIC!! It wasn't happy all the time but they communicated and were able to work things out without having over-the-top drama. I'm utterly and completely devastated that this duology is over and don't know how I will go on after this.
Also, regarding Blake and his book. So like I said before, I bought this book when it had come out but hadn't read it until just a few days ago. Blake's book came out at the end of January and I had already bought it even though I hadn't EVEN READ THIS BOOK YET WHICH HAPPENS BEFORE BLAKE'S BOOK!!!! That is how much impact "Him" had on me. All I knew is that Blake's book was written by both authors and that Wes and Jamie would be in it. That's enough for me and I will 100% buy any book these authors write together. Also if they write something separately i will buy it, providing that it's M/M because I read Ms. Kennedy's "The Deal" and "The Mistake" and enjoyed them but didn't love them like these books. Also, I watched a few hockey games and I have never watched hockey before....so that is another example of how much these books have impacted me. Regarding Blake, I loathed him at first because he interfered with my Wes-Jamie time but I quickly adored him and how much he cares for these two guys!!!!
I heard a few months ago that we may be getting another M/M book in this world but it may center around Killfeather from the last book????? That would be THE BEST. Anxiously awaiting that news but I'm going to dive straight into Blake's book at work next week!!!!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 9, 2025I loved every minute of this book. I was in my feels and loving life. Wes and Jamie are precious and I love them and ugh they are everything I didn’t know I needed this week. Seeing their story continue in this book and facing new challenges was fun to see even if it wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows. I loved it and this series will be a comfort read for me when I need it 🥰
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Tanja-WortWeltenReviewed in Germany on February 8, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars [REVIEW] Sarina Bowen & Elle Kennedy: Us (Him, #2)
Zusammenfassung:
Ryan Wesleys erste Saison in der NHL geht buchstäblich durch die Decke. Und auch mit seinem Freund Jamie läuft für ihn alles super. Oder zumindest ist dem so, bis sein Teamkollege Blake Riley nichts besseres zutun hat, als in das Apartment über dem von Wes und Jamie einzuziehen. Als dann auch noch in Jamies Job Probleme auftreten und Wes rund um die Uhr fürchten muss, dass jemand seine und Jamies Beziehung öffentlich macht, wird die Beziehung der beiden auf eine harte Probe gestellt. Und dabei hilft es auch nicht gerade, dass die beiden sich offiziell noch nicht einmal näher kennen dürfen ...
Fazit:
Und wie der erste Teil der Reihe, war auch der zweite - erwartungsgemäß - einfach toll. Anders kann ich es wirklich nicht sagen. Einfach toll. Es ist zugegebenermaßen selten, dass zweite Teile an den ersten Teil auch nur heranreichen. Aber hier? Beide Bücher sind absolut gleichwertig. Gleichwertig genial. Und die neuen Protagonisten sind einfach nur toll. Davon einmal abgesehen, dass ich Blake schon von Anfang an ins Herz geschlossen hatte. Und seine Reaktion auf das kleine Geheimnis von Wes und Jamie dann ... unbezahlbar. Wie könnte ich da anders bewerten als mit voller Punktzahl.
- Kelly WReviewed in Australia on October 19, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars A great follow-up
I read these books as I adored the characters of Blake and Jess (Jamie's sister) in the WAGS book series and needed to read about these characters from the beginning. I enjoyed Jamie and Wes's story a lot. This book was quite a lot more spicy than the previous one and I found myself skimming a lot of these scenes. I love both of these authors and hope that they write together more in the future.
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Kindle-klantReviewed in the Netherlands on March 10, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars Heerlijk vervolg!
Weer een topboek van Bowen en Kennedy. Je word meteen weer meegezogen in de wereld van Wes en Jamie. Als je hebt genoten van Him/Hem dan is deze een must-read!
- Pierre J.Reviewed in Spain on March 29, 2022
4.0 out of 5 stars A good but underwhelming sequel
I really enjoyed Us and the fact that we even got a sequel, but it doesn't compare to the excellent Him.
Pierre J.A good but underwhelming sequel
Reviewed in Spain on March 29, 2022
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エミねむReviewed in Japan on May 22, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars 色んな思いを乗り越えて
これは『HIM』の続きで、Wesがアイスホッケーのプロ入りを果たし、Jamieは同じトロントで少年チームのコーチとして働き始め、2人が一緒に住んでいる所から話が始まる。
ほんの少しのすれ違いから、いろんなことが重なって、次第に二人の気持ちが不安定になっていく様子がとてもリアルに描かれていると感じられた。これまでは大らかであまり物事を深く悩まない性格だと思われていたJamieの方が、孤独感と仕事のストレスと大病や投薬のせいで、次第に心を弱らせていく。WesはそんなJamieにすべてを与え、投げ出す覚悟でいるが、そのことがまたJamieを自分が弱いからだと落ち込ませてしまう負のスパイラルが、読んでいてとても辛かった。
予定外に早くかむアウトさせられてしまった二人が割と好意的にWesのチームメイトやその家族、Jamieの仕事場で受け入れられたことが救いだった。仕事場で、Jamieが、スタッフにgayとして自分が受けた経験をスタッフに話して欲しいと頼まれた時、Wesが大学でカムアウトするまで自分がどんな気持ちでいたのかを話そうと申し出るが、gayの人達は、仕事場で、社会の中でそういう事を一つ一つ積み重ねて、やっと今世間に自分たちを認めさせることが出来てきたのだなと、その努力に、本当はいらないはずだったその苦悩に頭が下がる。
Wesのチームメイト達、とりわけBlakeの存在がこの話を印象深くしていると思った(彼とJamieの姉Jessとのスピンオフもあるようです)。彼は良い意味でも、悪い意味でも垣根が無い(遠慮も無ければ差別もない)。
彼のお膳立てで、Wesの誕生日パーティーの際に、チームの一人一人がWesの来ていた明るい緑色のシャツをーーー何も知らない時に彼のこのシャツをgayっぽいとからかった彼らがーーーこっそっりと用意して着替えてくる場面がとても印象的だった。