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Blue Jay (London Stories Book 3) Kindle Edition

4.5 out of 5 stars 9 ratings

Third part of the London Stories

Boxing was all Alex had ever known, his entire being now shattered beyond repair. One night and four years in jail changed everything. These days, Alex prefers the shadows and dreams of nightmares. Will he find rainbows and glitters in the run-down flat he’s moving into?

Chris has been selling their looks and body for too long. It may be time for a life change, but one thing is clear. The fairest of them all will make a lousy lover until they stop acting the smart-mouthed and blasé cynic. Their story begins with an elegant tango up the narrow stairwell…

A match made in London.

Featuring Chris from
Liam for Hire, Blue Jay is a hopeful and romantic story with genderqueer and bisexual characters.
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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B07XHSD8WP
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Beaten Track Publishing
  • Accessibility ‏ : ‎ Learn more
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ October 4, 2019
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 816 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 308 pages
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1786453679
  • Page Flip ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.5 out of 5 stars 9 ratings

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A Zukowski
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I am a London-based British writer who grew up in the gay village and red light district of Manchester.

I was trained in screenwriting at the University of the Arts London; National Film & Television School and Script Factory, UK. I worked as a film journalist, wrote and produced short films.

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A Heartwarming beautiful Love Story
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A Heartwarming beautiful Love Story
This ARC from the author was nothing short of a fascinating story for me. Chris and Alex felt so real, igniting all my maternal instincts for these two besotted characters… I just wanted to hug them and stand outside their door to protect them…even cook for them…making sure Alex took his meds and help Chris with her dresses…Why I could even sew some for them! As you can see I was truly immersed in the story. It is not the humanity about the characters that stole my heart, but it was their inner resilience that drew me into their story. Despite the gut-wrenching events, these two never gave up, soldiering on to survive until they met. Once their encounter took place, they stopped surviving and started living. I cried a lot but I also cheered for them. I learned a lot about genderqueerness and appreciated that A LOT. Chris opened my eyes to gender-fluidity. I thank them for that valuable lesson. They are my heroes!! Alex, a newly paroled ex-professional boxer who is battling depression and PTSD, broke my heart too. He was a gentle giant who had a heart of gold. His trauma was his wakeup call. I absolutely bawled my eyes out when he went on his knees and apologized to Sam’s father. OMG. I was deeply moved. This is a profoundly emotional, eyeopening, thought-provoking story. The plot was fresh, unique and well created. The characters were stable throughout the story. The author wrote it with compassion and open-mindedness. One aspect that stood out for me about the story, was the wittiness, with a good measure of sarky, dry humor. That part made the story stand out for me
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  • Reviewed in the United States on December 31, 2019
    So, I need to forewarn you. If you’ve read this series, you know these books have some very dark times and dark moments. Life isn’t always pretty and these books don’t pull any punches. You get to see the harsher side of life where people often don’t want to look or ignore. But it’s there and will never go away until more people start taking a stand. If you haven’t read these books, you need to start with book 1, The Boy Who Fell to Earth. If you haven’t read these books, I will tell you they are some of the best written I’ve ever read, but as I said, it doesn’t paint a pretty picture. This story in particular deals with a gender fluid/gender queer individual who’s live has been hell on Earth. They’ve been bullied, beaten, raped, cut up and just about anything you can think of. All because they were different. They couldn’t even rely on their own mother. It also deals with a man who is bisexual but has had to repress that side of him because of his celebrity status. Because of drugs and alcohol, he committed vehicular homicide, and has to deal with that grief every day. And just because these things happened in the past, doesn’t mean they aren’t still happening now. It’s a dark story, that shows the darker sides of life, and even though it may have a happy ending, you really need to take these books to heart. Kids like these are on the streets and stuff or living horrid lives every day because no one steps in and everyone turns a blind eye. We have to make a stand.

    For Chris, they knew they were different from a young age. They like both genders and wanted to be both genders. Although born a boy, they related to be a girl just as much and loved the makeup and looking pretty as much as wearing jeans and a t-shirt. But with all they have been through, they’ve learned to take things at face value and take things as they come. They don’t necessarily believe in love, because they’ve never been shown any. But when Alex moves in, Alex finds a way to start digging under that wall Chris has built up. They’re terrified because love never works for him and it will be just one more person who doesn’t accept them the way they are or what they do for a living. But Alex is different. And I love it. I love these two. The sass between them, the banter, the wit back and forth. The verbal sparring. It’s hilarious, but it’s also important. They are getting to know each other through it and Alex is learning who he really is. Sure, he goofs and gets terminology wrong, which Chris never fails to call him on lol, but Alex keeps trying and for once in his life, he’s free to be himself. Which is very attracted to Chris. No matter which gender form he may be in. That’s what I love about these two. Alex accepts Chris without blinking an eye. He doesn’t care much for the whole prostitution thing, but it’s more for worrying of Chris’s safety. And Chris knows all about Alex’s background, after Alex told him, and still cares for the man regardless. They may both feel broken and cold and without a heart, but these are actually two of the most caring people ever. They just keep it blocked to keep from getting hurt. And hell, when you get all the details of what they’ve been through, who can blame them. The one thing, though, no matter what, even if they had a fight, they never really gave up on each other. There were a few close calls, but they matter too much to each other for that.

    I have absolutely loved this series. It saddens me that it’s the last book. I’ve grown to love these guys so much and have loved watching them grow from what they were and what they came from to the men they are today. And let me tell you, it’s a beautiful thing. And it’s a huge thing. I recommend this series to anyone who can get their hands on it. It’s a great one. All about redemption, second chances and love.
  • Reviewed in the United States on October 24, 2022
    This book took me on a beautiful journey. I loved seeing how these two seemingly very different people, both of whom were pretty broken at the beginning of the story, found each other and somehow just made sense together. Both Chris and Alex are beautifully and realistically portrayed and I rooted for both of them so much. I also really enjoyed getting to see Liam and Ali again. This is definitely not a light-hearted story, and because of that it’s all the more rewarding to leave the characters in a place that feels very hopeful, but also true to the story and the journey they’re on. Highly recommended!
  • Reviewed in the United States on November 9, 2019
    A. Zukowski scores a knockout with “Blue Jay.” It’s the third in their London Stories series and this author just gets better and better. Somehow this standalone is both slow-paced, but action and emotion-packed, a novel to be savored. Clear a span of time, since this one will hook you and you won’t want to put it down!

    Alex had been an elite heavyweight boxer who is now paroled after over four years in prison. He meets Chris, his new genderqueer flatmate, in the stairwell and they are instantly attracted. Chris is astonished when Alex has no bias against his profession as an escort. Neither man had a childhood, but instead provided for their parents. These guys are train wrecks, but two sides of the same coin. Both have survived indignities and have behaved recklessly. Is there any room for romance between men who have ignored their souls to exist?

    What makes “Blue Jay” special? Let’s start with Zukowski’s choice to write in third person, present tense. Thus, readers experience events alongside Alex and Chris, as their lives unfold, which gives the plot urgency. But because Alex and Chris are described as “they,” “he,” “she,” we are watching them from the outside. It’s perfect because Alex and Chris also observe the personas they have erected, never able to be genuine. As Zukowski writes, “Clothes are a shell that has little to do with the insides, and the insides have little to do with the anatomy. Most days, Chris is passing – performing roles back and forth and never still – a dear price they pay for living in a binary world.” There are priceless descriptions of a gender-fluid person’s sense of self and others’ reactions to them.

    Plus, we enjoy Zukowski’s plush language. After highlighting over fifty passages, it’s hard for me to choose just two, but these show Chris land Alex’s search for identity. “Chris’s breath has misted up the mirror, like a shroud of white dust. She can’t always tell who she is, whether she’s ever happy.” And when Alex’s family urge him to return to boxing, “Don’t they feel anything? Don’t they know their son, their brother? Despite his tough appearance, he’s always been highly sensitive and emotional. What he achieved when he was at his height was a pretense. He loved boxing but everything else was a necessary evil.”

    Then there are subtle observations about life. “Pride. Everyone needs a bit of that.” “Decision. Life. You can only work with what you have.”

    There are also beautiful renditions of how walls of distrust can erode. “Alex wants to capture Chris’s laughter and put it in a can. When he feels blue, he can open it a little, like a music box.” Or, Chris thinks, “He feels much better after seeing Alex’s reaction. Someone cares. Isn’t life tolerable?”

    Per their opening content warnings, A. Zukowski unflinchingly stares down multiple forms of abuse and heartbreak without ever crossing the line into gruesome or engendering pity. These men are scrappers who refuse to back down to anything life has to offer. We are honored to share their journey.

    For a book with astonishing revelations, ones you will feel blessed to witness, for grit and wisdom, recovery and endurance, do yourself a favor and read “Blue Jay.” This is an experience to cherish.

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